MIKA - Talk About You

Why Need for Uniqueness Should Be Related to Conspiracy Beliefs

We argue that people high in need for uniqueness should be more likely than others to endorse conspiracy beliefs because conspiracy theories represent the possession of unconventional and potentially scarce information. Indeed, reference to secret plots is an inalienable dimension of what a conspiracy theory is really like (Douglas & Sutton, 2008; Keeley, 1999; Swami & Furnham, 2014). 

My Best Friend's Girl

8 Nanometer (2004-2006)

Impedance spectroscopy and nanoindentation of conducting poly(3,4-ethylenedioxythiophene) coatings on microfabricated neural prosthetic devices

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Junyan Yang^a1 p1 and David C. Martin^a2 c1

^a1 Department of Materials Science and Engineering, University of Michigan, Ann Arbor, Michigan 48109-2136
^a2 Departments of Materials Science and Engineering, and Biomedical Engineering, and Macromolecular Science and Engineering Center, University of Michigan, Ann Arbor, Michigan 48109-2136

Abstract

The electrical and mechanical properties of conducting polymer poly(3,4-ethylenedioxythiophene) coatings on microfabricated neural probes have been evaluated by electrochemical impedance spectroscopy and nanoindentation techniques. Our results reveal that for poly(3,4-ethylenedioxythiophene) coatings, the minimum impedance correlates well with the mechanical properties. The lowest impedance films are also those that are the softest. This is consistent with microstructural observations by atomic force microscopy and scanning electron microscopy showing an increase in the effective surface area (“fuzziness”) of the coatings. The presence of these conducting polymer coatings provides an intermediate step along the interface between the devices and brain tissue. This information provides clues for the design of strategies for improving the long-term performance of these electrodes in vivo.

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Vertically aligned carbon nanofibers (VACNFs) hold significant promise as a new material interface for electroanalytical and electrophysiological coupling with neuronal tissue. VACNFs may be readily integrated into microfabricated devices to provide discrete, individually addressed sensing and/or stimulating electrodes at active probing dimensions approaching <100 nm2. In addition to providing predictable electrochemical response, the morphological characteristics and chemical composition of VACNFs contribute to a biocompatible interface. They may also be tailored using a variety of post synthesis surface modifications to promote improved biocompatibility, tissue integration, or to provide electroanalytical sensitivity to specific molecular species. Flexible films of VACNFs, which preserve the high aspect ratio morphology of these electrodes as well as their spatial distribution, can be mated with high density microelectronics, such as CMOS integrated circuits, to form complex monitoring and stimulating systems enabling both electroanalytical and electrophysiological assays. We report recent progress in the synthesis of VACNF arrays and their integration into systems for neuroscience applications including the development of flexible films of electroactive VACNF arrays and their incorporation with low-temperature CMOS substrates. Experimental results will be presented demonstrating both action potential monitoring and neurotransmitter detection using VACNF systems in neuronally-differentiated cell culture. In addition, VACNF performance for electrophysiological stimulation and recording from organotypic hippocampal slice cultures will be compared to data obtained using commercially available microelectrode arrays. Future systems based on VACNF arrays and integrated circuits may provide new strategies for highly miniaturized, programmable, and efficient multi-mode neuroprosthetic interfaces.-Timothy McKnight

The Gambit - Monsters Like Us -theme from "the Facetaker"

"INT-LAB-DAY",Indis typed

 

INT-LAB-DAY INT-LAB-DAY INT-LAB-DAY INT-LAB-DAY
 

but he could think of little else to write...........about "looks"
and how human disfigurement could change someone not just on the outside but inside as well...how "looks" could make or break someone ...how appearances especially in these telegenic times ...he did the usual research...but became sympathetically over whelmed reading about beauty being  removed instantly by spurned  lovers  who believed their object of desire used their looks as a weapon .Indis read article after article about  acid  thrown in the faces of a starlets and .....

news.kievukraine.info/2007/09/poison-was-russian-yushchenko.html

PARIS, France -- Ukrainian President Viktor Yushchenko said he is convinced the dioxin poison that disfigured him was made in a Russian lab, according to an .....

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 Neurotronic Disfigurement by Directed Energy -

 Dystonic reaction (the fifth facial nerve) 
 Calcium ion edema (moonface) 
 endoplasmic reticulum of muscle cells that is sarcoplasmic reticulum.
-motor nerve excites muscle fibre/cell,
-action potential generated and moves along sarcolemma(plasma membrane of muscle cells) and reaches deeper parts
-receptor protein(DHP) senses this change and alters its conformation,
-activates RYANODINE receptors,
-these receptors release Ca+2 from sarcoplasmic reticulum.

 

Indis O 'Say
had both
 read and "heard'
the
movie already in production of "The Facetaker"
that Parasol Pictures
"decreed" he
write as a novelization...
 
as Valerie Prentis had stated..."these days nothing "comes out" with out a "tie -in"...a book ,a "trend",a franchise a "happy meal'
 
the Voice was
"commanding"
moreso than it had been when Indis had written "Let Us Be Conquered'
as Indis
 was in fact bored with the already
written
 already half filmed  version of "The Face Taker"
 
Indis had seen "The Facetaker" ads ..Had seen the televised  Previews
but there was no mention of it being filmed as Direct Neural
as Parasol claimed there would be
 
The Voice assured him that The New Way
of BCI TV was experimental
(and not ...for everyone)
and that The Face Taker
was
more about Over Preening ....like an old 1950's Hygeine or "Hi -Don't" type of "civic's lesson
or something one might view in Health Class.
than
what it appeared to be....
and to Indis "The Facetaker" appeared to simply be a rather
tiresome slasher movie
 
Direct neural Interface was in some ways Indis supposed a Horro film
to those who could not adjust to
to a co -conscious mind
which also demanded
a co -conscious body
 
according to some "gleaned: insight
there was nothing more gruesome or bothersome
during
Mind to Mind
Synthesized Tele-"metry
than one who focused on one's own
body...
"it all but ruined" the experience...
 
psychic driving..
or steering
was apart of co -conscious "living"
Cyber-in Latin meant "to steer"
to be
a
Cohort
in the New Way of Manipulated Living was to by driven "steered" by another
which required
the
for lack of a better term the Avatar to "Clear" themselves
of all
"cumbersome thoughts" that might make "mind reading" a burden rather than an "occasion"
...
Indis thought for the first time of the word Mind Control
and felt a
dread in him...a terror
 
and was assured by "his muse" that
HIS particular Communion was SURELY mystical
 
but Indis still had to research all mechanisms and REASONS for a solicited 
or g-d forbid unsolicited
Mind to Mind Interface
that was "mechanical,electronic" in nature
 
how Bothersome it would have been for a Steer-er, a Tele -operator, a "mandler"
to
Be Inside a Human Being who fixated on his appearance
 
why he just might miss the MARK
entirely..
of whatever the False but True Presence desired the Guided Soul to accomplish
 
Indis could not help but think of
things
a Guided Soul might be used for
a drone.
a puppet
a pawn....
 
Indis wondered 'aloud" as there was no other way to think now was their...when one was of Open Mind?
 
what would I do if I had a drone ,a real life flesh "avatar" ...whom I could hear through
see through
feel
through
 
would I do every thing that I
could not imagine doing myself.
 
would I steer my
human husk
to
commit crimes
or
commit selfless acts of kindness
for a manned man
soon has little self
to
be encumbered by ...
as a manned man
is slowly methodically
"taken over"
parlayed...
 
MADE MINE!
 
was it any wonder than that The Face Taker dealt so brutally
with
"Proxy" who would not or could not relinquish their vanity and self ness
 
it occurred
to Indis
that
the FaceTaker...if induced in one imbued with "alterations to mind that provided a 2 way broadcast
would
or could
and SHOULD
the Muse assured him
scare
the pants
 and the
askance ,
perchance                                          or worse deliberate ME ME ME
that is
the thrust of one's outward gaze
when
either
fixing or
deliberating SELF
when one
SEES themselves in a mirror or any
 reflective surface
 
psychic driving...a MUST to BREAK IN .BREAK APART and BREAKTHROUGH
to
a Co Piloted Consciousness
needed to Impart through this New Impart Technology
that there would be ramifications
not just
via Brain Computer Interface and the madness IT in ITSELF could induce
but also
TRUE BODILY HARM
a Real Time
Boogeyman
A real FACETAKER
who might
pluck out the eyes ,the ears ,the face that so offends
 
THEM

INT-LAB-DAY
FACETAKER sits in one corner of the large sparse room staring at a
COMPUTER SCREEN of a DISFIGURED WOMEN's FACE being adjusted via nano to a beautiful version of "self"
GEO is at what seems to be a 3-d printer ...which is churning out replications
of ear .nose.mouth etc
finished the "print" the mold
GEO wheels a cart of facial design over to FACETAKER who is visibly pleased by the facial prosthetics
                                                               FACETAKER
                                  (looking closely at the shape of a rendered nose)
                                      extraordinary...tell me again about this "process your friend uses
                                       to make the features so realistic?

   
                                                        GEO
                            wendy...an artist I used to date ....very private ...as you can see she has an eye for aesthetics   and symmetry....

                                                                     FACETAKER
                                but also a unique  sense of the necessary asymmetry so the finished
                               (he refers to the split image of the "computerized woman" on the COMPUTER SCREEN) product won't look. Mannequin like.or ....

                                                                  GEO
                                               packaged...

                                                                  FACETAKER
                                      (studying a 3-d printed model of "ear')
                                         so realistic...as if she can someone's ear off and just...

                                                      GEO
'                                           (nervous, trying to hide his sense of feeling challenged so he makes a gesture of looking at his watch,he's a busy man GEO is)
                                              she uses a lot of photographs....she's really quite secretive about
                                     her technique...you know artists


                                                                     FACETAKER
                                      actually I don't...know artists..( as if in explanation-he rubs his disfigured face,,,as if
                            in explanation)

FACETAKER'S hand seems to always be "blocking" his facial scars and his disfigured face...aware of this. Aware that  FACETAKER seems ill at ease with GEO close proximity..GEO relaxes(Facetaker can never be a problem .Not with THAT face,perhaps GEO thinks and,,...
stops his own fidgeting and gets closer to FACETAKER

(cont.)

...so when did you meet "this artist"..

          who seems to specialize in ...

                                                       GEO
                              (getting in very close to facetaker,touching his own face)


oh .In my recent youth i used to hang around the right clubs...the right clubs that let in everyone who one should know  ....keep  right types in .keep the
monsters out...

A CLOSE UP on FACETAKERS hurt eyes.
GEO places his hand on Facetaker's shoulder.an apology for a possible "misinterpreted" remark
FACETAKER seems "warmed by the touch" and the "fumbled' apology..

                                                                   FACETAKER
                                   I would like to meet this artist friend...wendy..it seems ..she is part of the team now ..creating a 'collection "  for the computer. of facial prosthetics  and variations for "the nano bots" to mimic...also (FACETAKER hesitates) I would like someone ....to do something ...
with this  (for the first time FACETAKER seems to make eye contact with GEO and with US and WE see the true "horror" of ..his disfigurement.)with this face....I have photographs of myself from before the accident .I can computer age myself..Wendy can sculpt ...she does I assume sculpt the features ...the models of the facial parts for the 3 d computer...that or she simply "bumps off" goodlooking people to
....steal their faces..

                                                                 GEO
                                               (a rather loud laugh,he places his hand on FACETAKER's shoulder. Leans in close...to face takers un damaged ear.)now that would be something ...wouldn't it...(so close ..to FACETAKER's ear he bites it ,gently...and quickly swerves around grabs his coat

Confused but "touched" in some way by the odd gesture of "closeness" FACETAKER watches GEO leave..there is nothing "sexual" in his gaze of GEO walking back to "his station" near the 3 --d computer. But something veering on "awe" ...

GEO ,now in his coat..removes a nose from the printer.And notices a drop of blood on the "scanning tray' he spits on it an wipes away the blood...and
CLOSE UP of the nose being placed in a baggie along with other noses ,ears   and cheekbones..

opening up a another bag filled with half eaten french fries and hamburger he places the baggfie of facial "pieces" in with the discarded food and simply tosses the lot of "it" in a wastebasket

 FACETAKER is back to his own work making some final adjustments to the nano imagery"of the reconfigured ..woman on the screen...
FACETAKER looks over at GEO,noticably eager for GEO to leave ,GEO comes over to FACETAKER ...and leans in close,too close looking at the "diametric of the projected nano cosmetic surgery...altering the woman's face on the screen to an entirely new but still beautiful 'version" of self..

                                                 GEO
                 I will speak to Wendy about ..."making you over

EXT-LAB-DAY
 GEO is on the phone...
                                                      GEO
                            Houston ..we have a problem..

INT-LAB-DAY
CLOSE UP on FACETAKER's Computer Screen ..
CLOSE UP on FACETAKERS hands pushing keys

INT-BATHROOM-DAY
CLOSE UP on what appears to bea very tiny "bug" .A SMALL HIDDEN CAMERA in COLLEAGEUE"S BATHROOM
we see the back of COLLEAGUE seemingly looking at his face in the mirror...

INT -LAB-DAY
the bathroom and the front of COLLEGAUES FACE ...which COLLEAGUE is rubbing,his features are extraordinary looking

CLOSE UP -on another very small camera ..on the ridge of the bathroom mirror's frame

INT -LAB
face taker sees the COLLEAGUES face on the screen ...the camera giving a circular.."fisheye" view of the COLLEGUE"s face and form...
CLOSE UP
on FACETAKER's HAND placing a finger on some button
a SPLIT SCREEN'
of the nano dots in COLLEAGUE"S FACE ON the COMPUTER
shifting very fast
in consort with a "shape shift"
of the colleague's now horrible face in the mirror

the COLLEAGUE grabs a straight razor
while FACETAKER ...switches the screen to a search engine
he types in the word "w-e-n-d-y-...sculptress...15 mile vicinity
various names come up. "matching " the key words typed

                           
       
INT-WENDY'S APT-DAY

 

wendy's apartment is spacious clean and bright white..wendy is voluptuous, sensual sexual...the type one write's songs about "i want a girl in a black leather jacket...".wendy is the type one is afraid to approach in a bar ...
we find wendy in heels a tight skirt in her kitchen removing what first appear to be cookies from a metal sheet in the oven .CLOSE UP.. we see the cooking is some type of process to "tighten up " or harden  various recognizable portions of "a face'
the sections of bone and cartilege...are segmented enough not to appear gross..
or particularly repulsive somehow
nothing a woman like wendy touches ..it should be evident
can ever be somehow construed as 'ugly" or "repulsive'
she is the type ...as many in certain circles that
may see themselves as ....beyond human....and beyond normal laws
or in orders to
"in the between time" of
Human Engineering
feel they have rights above Man
and thus
"pieces" of a Man
to devour and ...or moreso dissect
as mere elements...and recipe
of the The Sociological Experiment of Singularity and the "grey area' of
"for the greater good of Futures in all respects

are smoking a bit ...WENDY makes a pinched nose gesture...we focus on the stove fan ...and the batch of gingerbread men being placed in the oven ,presumably to 'cover up the smell?"knowing what she is doing...it seems she applies something like apoxy to the noses ears cheekbones jaw lines etc...next spraying the facial parts with some type of heavy duty hardware spray type of enamel of some kind ..next some varnish...the phone is ringing ...

                                                  WENDY
                                  what's problem is that honey?everything is
                           just fine on my end
                                 although I think I over baked that hot jock's
                                 the hockey player we played with last tuesday's
                                   jaw line...

                                                    GEO
.................................(whispering)
over the phone?....you never know who's listening

                                               WENDY
                                            (teasing)
                        oh so we should whisper ....so "They" ....whoever they is supposedly listening  must listen harder?
   and seriously ...whoever is listening to phone calls ... is listening
 because they like listening. Not because they like intervening....

                                                     GEO

                     Fugly.wants you to make him

                     'renewed",wants you to FIX HIM.

that you craft ..."the features"..that you're an artist

     

                                  WENDY

                I am an artist.there is an art to this...you know..

the camera pulls away from the kitchen to reveal quite an "arty" scene in the next room...
presumably the "remains" ,the faceless remains of the hot jock hockey player..

                         we over hear WENDY on the phone..
                          presumably still talking with GEO

                                                        WENDY

                     calm down...i can easily throw some clay in my hair..

      blow up some photographs...play the part...

 what he doesn't know won't hurt him..

               Or shall we tell him..(she opens up the oven)

                   guy who looks like that probably wouldn't care where

his new face came from...would you? But you're probably right ugly folks

develop all kinds of feelings don't they...to overcome their...lack of

visage don't they...you wouldn't know GEO.I had an ugly friend once...

filled with all sorts of empathy,,emotion....it was terrifying..

(wendy looks at her reflection in a spoon and pushes back her hair.

we CUT to Wendy'

INT-BATHROOM -NIGHT

placing her hair under some "take on sculptress
she is actually wearing a black turtleneck sweater....the very same room we have seen earlier
has been transformed into an elaborate studio..
blown up faces on the wall...realistic sketches ...and a very realistic sculpture

that GEO , in suit and tie is looking at..for imperfections...Geo sees an acute imperfection ...that is the human skull...under the clay..the door bell rings...while GEO pats the clay to cover the bone underneath

WENDY opens the door on FACETAKER who is "dolled up" " in suit and tie.,wine in hand..

   
                       ...
           
 
.

MK Cultra 1954-1957 The File on Gary Rainy

…Agents of influence (Mentors) should aquire all categories of persons whose personal aims and desires fit nicely into what we want. Self help ,self guided  proclivities of "soul" correction outside of the Judeo -Christian organization would require an "Org" be established whose focus is on spiritualism and" a movement "away from traditional belief systems toward  a science -ideology rooted in Behaviorism. by now even the most 'common" folk are aware of  aspects of  Social Darwinism and ther idea of transformation through psycho-corrective "talk therapies" With a bit of encouragement and support an organization and a leader of such 'org'  can with tenants based upon "voice of God technology" and foreseen advanced technologies to control or "re align" the human organism by remote influence can not only  operate  entirely on their own but also have it's tenants slowly "leak out ' into the public 's mindset. primarily "the concept ' that entities based upon frequencies inherent in the electromagnetic spectrum "talk back " if one is Mentored to "re-attenuate ' their mind to "wireless influence" . As for establishing a science based self help/movement there are many  free agents who are more valuable to us if left to their own devices, and who would be insulted if we offered them any form of reward, or in any way suggested to them the exact "hows' to go with our "whys'. There are always some kindred spirits who need direction and backing and who don’t care where they get it. .

  The best way to influence the people is to confound the people  to use the populations fear and also belief in the unknown against them. If we keep certain technologies one can use upon peo0ple from the people and always in the realm of science fiction when this technology is used upon them it's source can by the technology's very nature can and will be taken for paranormal, mystical ,demonic angelic ,extra terrestrial .Anyone we test the technology put upon whom reveals the nature of their experience being technological has what they have coming to them as their "telling tales out of school" is the equivalent of telling another about a surprise party be fore the surprise party .  With one or perhaps two exceptions, however, we found it unnecessary to ‘plant’ Neuronautics whom we had recruited from outside the targets’ entourages and trained according to prescriptions of our own based on the targeted individual's predictive response based on their studied data concerning suspension of disbelieve ,religion etc. We shall use the targeted individual  to determine if we could replace their belief systems with a religion based upon  ambiguities not synonymous with the actuality of Voice of God technology  and eventually a working thought based interface focused upon the Target's perceptions ( primarily visual  and emotional ...) , and through them we could gather discrepancies based upon   our targets interfaced  information which might ruin the illusion that must seem to come literally not from technology but from on high.

... Wenn ich nicht den Mund halten darüber jemand meinen Mund abgeschnitten
Ich weiß nicht recht, wie jemand schneidet den Mund ab ... ein Mund ist ganz bereit Art von einem cut off ... nicht wahr ..
(Ich bin nicht ganz sicher, ob die wacko Bedrohungen sollen mich ködern, über etwas, was Uniform mit sekundären Symptome der Schizophrenie zu schreiben ...
diese Ficker sind so verdammt INTENSE auf den Aufbau für Sie diese psychiatrischen Dossier ..Sie Angebote haben und Scheiße mit Versicherungen ..
wir sprechen scum
Hier.
echte scum
..
es ist ihnen egal, was gefährliche Medikamente sie schieben sich den Arm
... Menschen
wenn Sie die Medikamente, die sie in Sie setzen wusste, wenn alles, was Sie für die geboren wurden buchstäblich Wissenschaft
Sie würden schreien für mich ..sobbing und Herausziehen der Brieftasche
yeah ..
diese Monster hob mich auch

sie absichtlich tat mir weh, wenn ich war buchstäblich ein Baby
spielte mit mir alle irgendwie sicko Gedankenspiele
TOO A BABY
bedeutet immer und druckvoll
Schlagen punch punch klatschen
Kick

Abschaum

Ich wünsche ihnen nur auf sie zurück
in diesem Leben oder dem Leben nach dem Tod.

warum sie gehen zusammen mit diesem Geld?
Wissenschaft
Homeland ... sicher! sicher!
was Sie wollen, Heimat auf, wenn Ihr eine menschliche Versuchs pig..NONE sein
wissen, warum dies nicht cuz nicht Deutschland, was es war jeden einzelnen Land auf einmal der einen oder der anderen
dies zu tun, um Kinder ..

und wenn Sie, dass der Mensch verwirklichen Ihre verurteilt.

sondern eine tote Katze mit seinem Mund geschnitten Ohr zu Ohr
vor meiner Tür am vergangenen Dienstag platziert

der einzige Grund, warum ich geboren wurde, sie sagen, ist, dies zu sein
und
dies ist der Grund, warum ich aufgewachsen, wie ich war.

"
in
das Gemeinschaftstheater von

Parasol Bild Eltern
wer sah die Zukunft
und
hätten
begonnen
Erstellen
Programmierung
bis
GO
mit
die "Apps", die noch nicht erfunden worden war,
aber sie wussten, wie der Geist mit ihnen arbeiten konnte den ganzen Weg zurück ein Mandler die zurück in die Mitte der 60er Jahre
und so dass die Kinder geboren wurden ..., um für die "Apps" angehoben werden,
niemand genannt Dinge Apps damals
denn es gab nicht einmal Telefone Ich denke ..., dass die Tasten hatten ...
nur dieser Kreis die Sie mit dem Finger gesponnen
wie in alten Filmen

in den alten Filmen zeigen sie immer den gesamten Kreis go round
und Sie sitzen
wie ein dummy
Denken
warum ich gerade diese Person, dies zu tun
und als Sie beginnen zu denken, warum ich gerade diese dumme tv
als Sie Ihren Kopf weh tut, weil sie, dass Sie Schmerzen haben
zu lernen, wie man es nicht schlechte Dinge denken,

meine mandlers sagen
meine mandlers graph
dass sehr, sehr super intelligente Menschen

 hätten
gewesen
Erstellen
Bezugs
"Happenings"
in
Film
Fernseher
und
Literatur
dass
gehandelt
wie
was

       Valerie Prentiss, die ein TV-Produzent und ein enger Freund von meinen verschiedenen Pflegefamilien ist, da war ich sehr, sehr klein
sie mehr als nur an meinem Geburtstag kommen würde
und leck mich auf die Stirn
und als kratzen mich
auf die Wange mit einem winzigen winzigen Klinge
sie tat dies, bis ich 8 war
und nicht nur über kam in ihrem Auto
und meine Pflegefamilie würde mir machen
geh raus
und beobachten sie beobachten mich mit großen Sonnenbrillen auf
sie würde nicht lächeln
aber schauen durch mich, als wäre ich
eine Glasscheibe
als ich 13 war, stand ich da beobachtete sie beobachten mich
und hob einen Stein auf und warf ihn gegen sie nicht an
und als ich in einem Auto zu setzen und einem Motelzimmer angetrieben
von meiner Pflegefamilie
der sagte,
Ich brauche eine Auszeit
und jeder will nicht
arbeiten mehr mit mir
und ich hatte die Hoffnung, dass die Dinge besser umdrehen, weil ich zu ruinieren Dinge für jedermann
und hier ist etwas Geld für Sie, für eine Woche zu essen.
auf den ersten ich war froh, allein zu sein, indem ich mich in meinem eigenen Hotelzimmer
und dachte, es war cool
wie in irgendeinem Film
aber in den Filmen
die armen Kinder und schlechte Kinder alle zusammen und Rauch hängen und trinken und tanzen im Hotelzimmer alle zusammen
Nicht allein
weil sie zu ruinieren Dinge
alles, was ich hatte, war der Fernseher.
und von der 3. oder vierten Tag fühlte ich mich wie ich war verrückt.
und niemand sagte etwas, aber
Sie sollten nicht so teuer Anrufe auf unserer Rechnung, wenn ich zu Hause angerufen
und wütend kling sprechen Sprach
dass die Dinge immer noch nicht ausgearbeitet und je mehr ich, je mehr ich war gerade macht alles noch schlimmer forderte mich
und ich sollte meine Zeit allein zu verwenden, um von all den schlechten Haltung und schlechte eminations Ich habe in die Luft gesetzt zu denken
mit meinem Denken ruiner
zu versuchen, meine Schlechtigkeit und schlechten Sinne all out Seite meines eigenen Körper und Kopf, um jeder zu verbreiten mehr und mehr pro Jahr
und selbst wenn ich Baby
Leute sagten, dass sie spürte, wie mich versuchen, meine Grausamkeit des Herzens auf jeder zufügen ich in Kontakt mit auch Tiere und sogar Pflanzen kam
und sicherlich Gott selbst spürte, wie meine
Schlechtigkeit


               (2)

Ein wahrer Gläubiger in Gary Rainy
sah nicht nur
"Inway auf die Enways"
als Trakt
aber als Spur ...
und dass ich froh sein, dieses Stück wurde ..because manchmal ..my automatischen Reaktionen nichts mit meiner widerlich selbst verweis Gedanken zu tun gelegt
sind der einzige Grund, warum ich noch lebe
zu sehen, wie

 diese REMINDERS..these Hinweise
in platziert
Parasol Productions

 fördern
ON TONE, ON KEY.
Gehirn signalisiert, dass auch ein Ruiner wie mich nicht zerstören kann
angeblich alles, was ich tun, ist Hass auf den Prozess.
und Hass auf den Cues
und absichtlich aus dem Weg zu gehen, um die cues..so kämpfen, als sie beginnen verdammte um mit meiner seeing
und starten Sie das Senden böse Cues auf dem ein auf einem ..yip yap
bedeutete mir brechen
oder erhalten Sie mich zurück für nicht in der kleinen Puppen Mann

Ich hasse diese Leute so viel sie hassen mich und geben einen Scheiß, wenn sie unterbrach mich up.And geschnitten mein Gesicht ab und all diese Scheiße.
ernst.
die diese Scheiße, jemanden Schnittstellen sie auf diese alten Cues reagieren soll
sie in Sie schob
huh
Ich fühle nichts für diese Hinweise
meinem Kopf stand ... vermasselt auf dem Weg

außer sie haben Tonnen von Menschen, die sie auf die gleiche Weise erhoben
Lassen Sie mir outta this ..
Lassen Sie mich zum Teufel allein


                     "A pre-neuronale Feuern ,,, basierend auf Old Way Dynamik und RUINER Bewusstsein

                        könnte man wieder auf Stufe 2 eingestellt.
zu helfen, erstarren

                      Solidarität unter Neuronauts

                                                        GESTELLT PARTIZIPATIVE PERSONEN

                                                               wurden oft gerufen, um ... tun, was Valerie als "TREFF CUTE / MEET CUE"

triebenen Mätzchen, die nicht fehl am Platz erscheinen mag in Mack Sennett Kurz
aber absichtlich
schien "over the top" Unheilschwanger
wie diese "Sketche" waren
oft die Social Adjuncts (in erster Linie Schauspieler ... oder solche mit der List zu "Rollenspiele" von Angesicht zu Angesicht
basierend auf
Geist zu Geist Minding Daten.

Manch ein "Performer" musste aus zurückgehalten werden
zum Beispiel

 nicht nur das Clipping Wayward Ward
auf dem Bürgersteig mit einer Schulter zum Knall und einer feindlichen "Watchout"
aber einige konnten den Impuls der Verzicht auf die konfrontative "Schulter Clip" und unschuldig Warnung wider
um die integrierte Loyalties verlangt der Konzern von ihm zeigen, ist in der "Brüder" mit

 ein vollwertiges
Kopf auf dem Pflaster, Punsch, zertrümmern, Kick
in einigen Fällen Valerie sah in die andere Richtung
.................................................. ................... nicht aber in den Fällen von geistigem Typen Valerie hatte immer wieder während der
meetings..as, die nur auf ihre Opferrolle Typ "Feeds" ..

                                                             

                                                                     das Intellectual "alles wissen" könnte mehr durch komplizierte Wortspiel sie nicht helfen, verletzt zu werden, wurde aber geübt und grübelte über ..., um exakte Details einfach eine brütende HATE ihrer Art zeigen

                                                                     sprachlichen semantische Verwirrung ...

                                                           

                                                                    wird Verweilen ... und wachsen Fraktale in RUINER