It became a game for Decker who knew what the Ruiner would respond to ,a storyboard, a maze.
Decker casting the Ruiner's now squalid life -the Ruiner-the turncoat wuss now all out of funds . Decker wanted to see the Ruiner begin rebuilding his life and begun setting paradigm of plot points Decker knew the Ruiner would respond to ,using his various connections he began slowly initiating several "too good to be true " opportunities " and "chance meetings" introducing the Ruiner to all the RIGHT wrong people who's main role would be to persuade the Ruiner that "indeed certain aspects of these investments were in a gray area" but after all - didn't the victim of such undeserved injustice deserve to not "also use loopholes in the legal system" to WIN?
Episode 7002 - One Placed Call
April 28 2015 The man who claimed “UNCLE” and "Facetaker" director Drew Decker sexually assaulted him as a teen has pleaded guilty to investment fraud in North Carolina—and now faces possible jail time.
**** quietly entered the felony conspiracy plea last week and is awaiting sentencing by a federal judge, his lawyer said Tuesday.
“He’s accepting responsibility for what he was charged with,” ****'s lawyer claims “There's a plea agreement in place, but there's no stipulation to no jail. It's up to a judge to decide.”
The Sweet Vision appeared just on the edge .
the Edgy Mont... that was where Memphis Ohio began and ended at the same time the man made parallels and horizontal, longitudes and all sort of latitudes that had been taken away from Memphis Ohio since the "Any Means Possible End Justifies the Means " War ,that had started decades ago
when the Memphis Ohio Bridge' fell down
the Memphis Ohio Bridge that allowed the townspeople to come and go And .go and come .as th...ey pleased
the Bridge had been destroyed (some say by outsiders and some say by insider traitors of some ilk or elks' club of some kind )
we dare not speak too much about such" suchness"
except to praise the mighty protectors of Memphis Ohio
who at once (although some say several weeks before ) took over the mighty river under the great Bridge
filling it to near over flow with boats and guns and canons
now is not the time to panic! now more than ever! the River of Schemes would forever be secure
and soon patrolled
were all the borders of the town of Memphis Ohio
well served by surveillance teams and all matter of advanced technology
Technology that
some of the suspicious people were not willing to tolerate
making them now Suspicious Persons of Scientific and Experimental Human Interest
.
For what else may one presume about those who are oppose the minor intrusiveness of the latest interrogation Techniques and Techo?
which allows Higher Agency to
scan one's mind
without having to waste public resources and man power
to get directly to the source of ' What is on your Mind
a technology for Truth telling that one cannot obfuscate with vocalized lies of alibi
nor pharmaceutical facilitated controlled pupil dilation or the limitations of a traditional Brain Map!
"Hey You Beautiful
you are new to Memphis Ohio and perhaps do not know of our rules
it will only take a few moments. Honey...
step into the booth .Please
and place this head gear upon thy pate.
.
is an 8 minute mind read via mind to majesty interface
too much for you dear? if it is...Dare I ask what you are hiding ? ..If I may ask you with all confidence IF the problem is purely psychological?l ...For we do understand theses things and do allow for certain deviance of one's chartings...
if the deviance tilts too much toward deviance we can fix that too..at that booth down the way ..
Why may I ask do you "screen "so nervous? Why So Serious?
Surely you do not find Our Ways objectionable ?
is a 8 minute mind read too much
or too little for one to stay in Memphis Ohio.
Or would you prefer a 12 minute Neural Scan if you really think
we can just let you leave?
XXXX tells me I did good and shows me the pictures on his phone of the job I did on Denny's face...with the pastels in Denny's studio
XXXX says maybe I can do paint his face like a skeleton's too one day.
I look at the pictures of Denny Pace on the phone, his eyes show nothing..so I feel nothing..
Even the pictures of Denny after we "did' him show nothing in his eyes.
and therefore
I have to suppose NOTHING in his Neural Read.
as if Denny was too good to give anybody any Vicarious satisfaction..
after we both had a go at him,taking him from the mouth and behind
his eyes STILL remained blank
so I had to begin making moves with the scissors real real close to his eyes
..telling him
if he pulled that shit again.
.writing that anyone TOLD him TO PAINT pictures a certain way
I would have cut off his eyelids..
(2)
me and XXXX drive home in silence
I know he is proud of me..but because of this knowing
I get a feeling he has always thought of me before" AS" a Denny Pace sort..
so I kind of can't help but feel two ways about XXXX
I know somewhere in me I feel a new love for my Mother..and the Mother-Figures that raised me much like Denny Pace.
I feel like calling her..to tell her
that I finally respect it ..
now.
A member,a GOON of "the club with no name,but several just the same " sits on top of DennyPace's back while the other GOON paints DENNY PACE'S like a face painter might ...during Halloween..DENNY'S face is made to resemble a skeleton..the tape is still around his mouth
NOOOObody wants to hear what DENNY PACE has to say...the GOON on DENNY's back says
reading one of Denny's notebooks ,ripping out each page he finished reading ...mocking the tone of voice Denny 's word's evoke in his "handlers"
"what do the voices sound like and what do they say?
I am often asked
and I cannot explain it.
not without setting the clock back
to my early childhood
a childhood only had
to predicate
"the manner"
it was
understood I would react to.
so
it is not really about the sound and words I am forced to hear morning to night ..but more precisely the tone
and temperature of the
"imbue"
to force part of myself
to
BE BACK THERE.IN THAT AWFUL HOUSE WITH THAT AWFUL WOMAN WHO DID THINGS TO ME I KNOW NOW ONLY
ONLY
because it was her job...
to engineer in me..
a clean
CLEAR break from reality...
GOON
(speaking in a more friendly tone)
Yes..this is true and...how dare you not LOVE her doing
these things to make you MORE than you would have .could have ever been if she had not
The GOON painting Denny's face takes his pants off.and places the belt around Denny's neck.Ignoring his partner the GOON continues reading from Denny's notebook
resistance was never part of the plan
as according to operant conditioning
techniques
one raised on shame and ritualized trauma
never entirely becomes
whole
and thus
one never really becomes
a
person.
one raised only to be a specimen ..
must remain
pliable to a system of schism ..that was expected
trust me
no human husk
who fights the tether scores any points but the opposite
a hate which is so profound and different than the almost mechanical malice
those actors..
scribbled into my soul
The GOON sitting on Denny's back cuts through denny's shirt with scissors
and gestures for the other goon to toss him a pastel coloring stick so he can begin scribbling all over Denny's back,laughing he the GOON opens a switchblade and puts the blade in front of DENNY's eyes.than gently uses the open knife to trace the scribble on denny's back ,careful not to break skin.but-
GOON
whooooops..
we CUT to DENNY's eyes which are empty..no fear,no nothing
GOON
(reading again,sitting down harder on Denny's back,pulling
at the belt tied around denny's throat)
some of the ideas that have been placed into my head
dealt with
the subject of suicide way before I ever had the
self respect to
' commit" to the follow through
as no person should be expected to have to
remain forever a five year old
that shat his pants.
because his foster mother
purposely mashed laxatives into his morning chocolate milk
GOON
ONLY a sick sicko man writes of things like this Denny Pace
(the Goon pulls the belt tighter and tighter,hearing Denny choke)
no grown man should be spoken to in a voice so similar to "the baby sitter's boyfriend" his
"team"
brought upon him to molest him
when this child was 3,6 and 7
in order to
make sure the child "had what it took' to split into facets."
the GOON gets off DENNY..
GOON
writing some type of
diatribe about Hazing a child ? Dolores Haze-ing and otherwise ..
have you no respect for what work went into timing these incidents
to make Markings upon you ...(kicking DENNY in the ribs) you
ingrate?
the GOON bends down next to DENNY's ear...
GOON
If.
there was no
impetuous
to force
another
to fly away from themselves
and up into the Heavens....
you wouldn't be magical would you...only a mother
who really really loved their son would go to any length
to make their child cross the boundaries of this reality
and another one all together !
The other GOON comes around pulls DENNY's head up by the belt
GOON 2
(says flipping Denny around and tie-in ghis hands together with
rope and next yanking down Denny's pants
to .make .Denny Pace..a reeeeeeeal wild chiiiiild ...a magical child
he don't look too magical to me ...does he to you?
The first GOON kicks him again hard in the ribs
saying
GOON
that's because the (kick) spirit(kick) has not (kick) yet
Impelled (kick) him..(bending down getting on top of him
from behind the GOON lighting his lighter in front of DENNY's EYES
maybe (the GOON says to the other GOON) maybe Denny needs
to be illuminated (the GOON says flicking the lighter in Denny's eyes as if to burn them out)more ...or eliminated surely.
on a recent episode of Jeopardy
alex trebek asked the three contestants
who invented the internet
one jeopardy contestant wrote the words
Al Gore
..
another contestant wrote
Mark Zukerberg
the 3rd contest wrote
Bill Gates..
alex trebek
said in his slow theatrical alex trebek way
the correct answer is-
the United States Army
all the contestants seemed quite intelligence
and for a moment I could not help wonder
If the three contestants
were somehow -afraid- to say
the correct answer
in spite of whatever financial gain they may have received..
Americans have every reason to be frightened of their own government. I believe this was always so.How else could a mass of land be as free as we are . Without the leasers, the owners etc of this mass of land frightening the notion of any kind of serious questioning of their leaders which might lead to a revolt of some kind . We must respect the ruling class. Who after all realize that first and foremost know that their duty is protect it's people from themselves and their often misguided sense that their freedoms must be more and more curbed to keep their freedom .One of the easiest ways to accomplish this task is through using man's own predisposition to "fit in",to not be the black hen pecked to pieces by those born "the right way"(or what some might say "the white way'). Therefore the ruling class is wise to take advantage of our nature of "herding" and bullying those who do not share their traits. Why should "want of certain traits".....STYLE...the right LOGO on one's shirt ,shoes,handbag be used to keep us all in tow? If only to emphasize a common reference point toward to an understood norm .The easiest way to create a common norm is to mediate a common norm.Media first and foremost is meant to mediate but the media does much more to help us diminish any inner conflict via the human mind's use of vicarious stimuli to vent it's frustrations that 'the world is not as it should be"..That in time long ago man and woman could live off the land,a land not "estate" to other's. hunt and gather and sleep outside ,even in winter under pelts of animals skin ..animals who for the most part were also not owned and rendered..in ways one must never think too much about...To make sure one's mind is cultivated to think away from progress of man..by technology and innovation...whatever conflicts remain in the primal parts of the masses it was noted could be quelled to a large degree by myth.Myth allows one to "re-allot" their storyline.. and story telling also allows one to "Place themselves" outside of their inner conflict..Storytelling also helps one safely vent...Patriotism can bring about camaraderie .Flag waving (and in the pat also cross burning) was a fine way for a public to"let off steam .The vehicle of Television can act as a collective venting system so we may vicariously FEEL and SENSE ourselves beyond whatever financial,social and biological limitations we might feel limit us .As vicarious these inner conflicts can be resolved through television.
tv helps insinuate on our collective mind the idea of
remote-ness
and distance ...
TV helps us box
the notion of
things happening
far removed from
us..
Tv has prepared us for Artificial Intelligence
being incepted upon our minds
Tv is after all Artificial Intelligence
in it's most primitive guise.
the new television that is meant to be interactive is already here..we do not wince at the idea of a small camera being embedded into the tool we use more than any other to communicate
nor will we wince IF it is properly explained to us that for TV to be more personal
this camera MUST record and interpret our pupillary responses and uses software that uses facial recognition data to decode what
"likes"
our uncensored unconscious "gives away" lend via physiological 'tells"to our interactive electronic experience
when and not if it becomes the social norm
to "let" various industries ,first medical(to more effectively gauge our 'human condition" via bio medical sensors adapted to "work with our bodies ONLY if these sensors are inside our bodies )
once we have grown accustomed to this "novelty"
it will be "a choice, not a worry
introducing bio technology that interprets our brain signals into words,pictures,and emotions that can be collected and analyzed and therefore used to
make us smarter and also
make our subjective sense of reality open for augmentation(virtual reality)and thus sensory enhancement
A.I. will be an addendum to
tv which already helps us unconsciously understand and accept remote influence.
Tv by introducing the notion of sourcelessness of information (we might read who wrote what tv show or which news anchor "found this story'
but TV nonetheless is more an entity than an extremity of "personhood"
A.I. ,even as it enters our 5 senses and dreams will also "seem" to be an undefinable source
an entity
rather than an addendum to our natural perceptions
However all amount of care will be given to The Source.
to make it seem
"part of us"
just as TV goes out of it's way to make one feel
"it is one of the family" and cares about us as "Friends"
Supposedly after only 29 seconds of tv viewing a change occurs in our brain waves
-
the picture and sound our minds
sense as"something foreign " that has entered our domain..
and thus, at first our brain waves "go" on high alert ...assuming danger
rather quickly however our brain state switches into' a passive mode" -of everything is alright
.one's mind does not challenge input..
TV's strange magic of being both here and not quite here..excitement and meaninglessness simultaneously
away from us ...and part of us
our minds have been trained to accept electronic mediation and the odd sense that something
so removed from our natural perceptions of reality
TIME...(we do not SEE in Jump Cuts.We do not ESTABLISHING SHOT a supermarket before entering it
SPACE(we do not see things for the most part in a perfectly frame 2 shot)
and also
COHESION of action nor theme..
most of us do not or cannot always find a reasoning behind their own ,let alone some else's actions
in one's "Dailies"
yet one does indeed try
and TV which has nuanced our collective mind to seek whys and wherefores to be found
ONLY in broadcast "remoteness"
takes full advantage of this
for instance that even though Americans are so far removed from
their electorates
who make most of the laws
none the less..we are
"part of things"
...
the American people of course know that whomever is elected had to spend several hundred million dollars
to essentially be a symbolic figurehead
most Americans know nearly every single
congressman and senator
is backed by special interest groups from big Pharma to tobacco to coca cola..Arco...etc
who care not a damn about the typical individual ...who
is taught to believe his "one vote" counts
at least.
symbolically..
movies and tv shows have taught us to snicker at being "in' on the game..that politicians ..care not a damn
about anything but handshake deals and their own very private interests
because we "at least know this"
makes it..not necessarily "right"
but oh how so right it is that because of our freedoms..the media is aloud to "wink,wink" and
"show us" this corruption..
how far this goes
to "make up" for all wrong do-ings
that out society is free enough to 'expose" the power elite ..for "what they are"
on Tv and film..
the very fact we can "blow of steam' through the media..somehow makes
it all so much easier to take.
and this
is much more purposed *than you dear reader might ever want to think about..
the most important part of conducting human testing discretely is to place as much distance between you the sponsor of these tests-..and those you must seek to perform such tests not only is it essential to out source the tests but one must also convolute the essence of the research and acquired data in such a way that various universities and medical associations and groups and corporations will only know about a small sliver of "the big picture" so one must early on chose wisely what dummy companies one needs to set up and what data needs to be falsified in advance also which streams of hard copy soft copy true statement false statements might need to be doctored . ..this can be done by always keeping in mind that the main goal is to get the human studies as far away form their initial source and basic reasoning to preform such studies as possible.. so .one should constantly switch initiatives...change issues into non issues and back again ..suggest at first all data is being done for medical reasons . than back peddle that all studies are focusing on academic theory. Next set up special interest groups ..to act as ethical watch dogs...than confirm that for financial reasons you can only do research out of country make..this company fold and divide one's research into fields that on the surface have nothing whatsoever to do with science..work with a legislator to stop the very work you are doing .than once again fold or buy another company. Go public with information 15 years old..and remember to always say this type of science won't be possible for another 15 years...go back to academia...and seek options overseas. Go public that the work you have done with monkeys...has made you have to refocus on ethics before moving forward to human trials. lose or data..claim your research is ...transitioning ..move headquarters to yet another country quick start up quicker buy outs.show false loses than false gain for .dummy companies to keep agencies off point agencies most importantly when one is conducting human experiments ..make every thing so confusing that eventually even the source of the initiated outsourcing can truly say without faltering" I have not the slightest clue what is or was going on
in the small lecture hall Dr R***** banged on the green blackboard he used specifically as an visual referential that was meant to imply "wholesome"qualities of some broadcast or actual representation of "school house" fundamentals using a pointing stick to deliberately cause auditory imprint with his purposely severe tone meant to instill on future "change agents"- 1.DO NOT THINK OF THE SUBJECT AS A HUMAN BEING 2.NEVER WORRY IF A SUBJECT BLATHERS ON ABOUT SO CALLED "HUMAN TESTING" OR "goes on a campaign against psychotronics or cybernetics" NEVER WORRY IF A SUBJECT tells a Dr., hires a lawyer or writes to a congressman or state representative always remember! it comes to nothing... never in my 4 decades with this agency has anything whatsoever come from full or partial disclosure from a subject. no matter How much "they know"or think they know ...The subjects are inevitably taken to be either psychotic or schizophrenic*.. their rigorous campaigns to prove their "normalcy in fact often escalate their problems concerning legitimacy ("someone put something in my mind..someone put something in my drink"Dr R**** said in a childlike voice and the crowd laughed, the crowd of students who "would " be placing "something"in "somebody's drink "I think somebody did something very naughty to me "Dr R**** went on,his voice even more childlike when he stuck his thumb in his mouth"..I think I was violated .. I tink I saw a puddy cat .I tink someone put computer chips in my brain) Turning serious Dr R**** asked the 'change agents" in the lecture hall,"DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE? do you" I am explaining to you that no matter WHAT a Targeted Individual SAYS... YOU will always be SAFE ..I've often wondered myself if someone "Tagged" me with "apps' if I would say something to anyone.. and if I did how it would sound... but truthfully I cannot because I and I expect anyone here in the audience simply WOULD never be BRANDED NON PERSON enough to be on "the wrong end" of Humane testing. That is what we call it... Hu mane Tesing Never Human testing I would like everyone to repeat after me "Humane Testing" The SUBJECTS perceived indignities caused to them INCREASE substantially when various "threshold tests" are conducted concerning Mind Assuagement cause many of subjects have a melt down ,inevitably they make a public display of themselves ,this only helps OUR case. Not theirs. Dr R***** sipped a glass of water and spoke in a manner that is casual and intimate, "I remember a young woman,a subject literally picketing the ***dept for 4 weeks all the while neurally interfacing her mentors she intended to light herself on fire .as some kind of diminutive gesture against Neurotronic testing ...could you imagine?Could you imagine lighting yourself on fire and nobody believing a word you have said?not your friends ,not your husband ,not your family...why i even felt for the poor woman myself. Inevitably these Suffragette types will make matters worse for themselves in the courts,hospitals and everything in between as their lives become a objective lesson in diminishing returns...we do like a record...we do like to cover our asses...and we do like an open file of discredit-ification.. .which means a Psychological "happening"should present ever 2 or 3 years if for no other reason than continuity...they become used to the voices and visions but do not worry a disintegration of self occurs nonetheless .do not give up that a full mental breakdown can also present through secondary symptoms of albeit synthesized schizophrenia-------Never ever Think of these subjects as people..THIS is what they want you to do,this is how they manipulate YOU. Obviously whoever procured these subjects had damn good reason for not identifying them as 'people"and there fore neither should YOU
The development of a nanomechanical chip that can be internalized to detect intracellular pressure changes within living cells, enabling an interrogation method based on confocal laser scanning microscopy.
"Our goal was to fabricate a chip small enough to be inserted into a living cell and detect mechanical loads," Rodrigo Gómez-MartÃnez, the paper's first author, tells Nanowerk. "As a result, we have been able to show that this nanostructured device can detect intracellular pressure changes. This is the first time that pressure can be detected by a sensor located inside an intact cell, preserving the integrity of the cell membrane."Suárez points out that the presence of the nanochip does not seem to affect the cell's structure or viability – cells with the sensor chip inside were alive, healthy and able to divide (with the sensor remaining inside one of the cells).-
Teresa Suárez,The implications of the tenacity of these bio sensors combined with their sensing mechanics means that perhaps sooner than expected certain so far unbelievable
enhancements of the mind and body are now not simply "do-able" but profitable
too many pieces come together.
and I want to both place the pieces together while I rip the story apart
I want so very much for "my team: to pay
what they have done to me ...to make this read ..as it does...or was supposed to..
it never quite did read as they wanted..
I al but refused to write a remake of Polanski"'Repulsiom"
except ya' see Jimbo..the gal...isn;t seeing and hearing things nor coming apart t her seams cause ..she is having a psychotic break..you see..
but because she is being subjected to psychotronic weapon's aimed at her pretty
head -
who has decided to do this to poor Catherine Deneuve
oh let's just say by some smitten lad..she has unwisely offended by deflecting his glances..
'that's all..is that so difficult ?
Miranda vs Ferdinand Clegg,wins the lottery (or IN THIS CASE DUMBO!!!!! a billions dollar military contract concerning Advanced Technologies that deal with synthetic telepathy and A.I.) and buys a big house in the countryside and kidnaps Miranda Grey, a beautiful twenty-one years old art student with whom he has been obsessed for some time. After a long period of preparations and observations, he forcefully brings Miranda to his own cellar, especially modified to house her for a long time. He treats her nicely, buying all she desires in terms of food, clothes, books, music, and art. He fulfills her every need except her want to be free. He holds her captive, without any connection to the outside world, in the hope that she will eventually grow to know and love him.
and that's basically all we wanted..
not this sprawling almost unreadable manifesto concerning Dumbo's take on the movie industry,politics..organized religion..
all we wanted was you as Miranda ...explaining in vivid dental how this technology was destroying your mind ,hopes ...soul..etc..
Tr Christi graphs
'well ,I can trim it down...and just keep in those bits...but I must say I sort of went out of my way to keep a lid on those things...as you said those were renditions. And not personal.."
"NO DUMBO..those things were very personal..and OF COURSE we told you they were just one part of why we were doing the interface...tokeep you going hope-in things would get better AFTER the initiation"Tru Christie graph,"We wanted and needed you to write simply about what was going on..main;y about the various means of torture.."
"why would I give you that?,,it 's bad enough this was and is going on why on earth would I give you
that.."
"than stop what you are doing immediately before your torture becomes a little more hand's on.."
'bring it on man...although I do hope I do not come to any hasty end ..or how can I exalt the wonders of BCI with my "marvelous team" who has worked nonstop to make me a better and more thoughtful,kinder man via the interface..?"
The night of Cole's crime...Ethel and Julius went to bed early....
they held each other
not in comfort but in complicity
" To The Children of the Evolution!"Ethel whispered, kissing Julius..careful not to wake up RACHEL
Julius turned to face his wife ,a wife he would not have chosen-if he had a choice
But all those years before.
They both wanted in....wanted "it"
Julisus and Ethel Cohen even agreed to pretend they were Jewish.
To the world they were Ethel and Julius Cohen
but alone
together
on a winning night such as this
they forgot about their parts. and their scripts...
and were
once more Julius Cohen ,as played by Sherman Oberlon
and Ethel Cohen as played by Harriet Krulig
"It will be just like having a little concentration camp in your house ," the "phone man" the "electronics" expert technician said rigging the nursery with all sorts of cameras ,recorders special quiet hidden projectors.*
Ethel found the technician base. Knowing that concentration camps were not a place to "get kicks"but get busy disposing of vermin..
The technician ignored her body language and her "Glower and Glare" that won her the job as passive aggressive ,cold though smothering MOTHER in the piece Opposite Sherman as Julius -who would play "deer in the headlights ,hang wringing" FATHER all through ACTS one ,two and three
upon
the new born "king's" from the Jewish adoptive Services ...which had no idea what "service's "
THEY had planned for the yid.
"it worked is all that matters," Sherman said
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2)Sherman and Harriet (Julius and Ethel Cohen)were not good people but them agreeing to raise other people's children MADE THEM GOOD CANDIDATES" for Human Testing ..As THE in Human Engineering required aspects of Ritualized Abuse as part of Sociological Studies and as raw material for other Studies they could otherwise not have practiced in less Progressive "Communities" Communities who could not see the "big Picture" nor the The Greater Good benefits of certain measures.
in The Community Theater having a Cruel Heart or Mind wasn't necessarily a bad thing
just so long as it was a true thing.....
The only thing that mattered in The Community Theater was if you were True to Your Basic Nature
...meaning you did not beg some puffy cloud in the sky or some water spot on the church ceiling to come down and change you into some variety of Jesus or Mary ...nor Abraham ,Martin or John..
Many of the teachings of Gary Rainy were used as but a armature to Reverend Reeses's Community Theater ...Reverend Resse agreed with many but not all of Gary Rainy 's ideology of the necessity of a "tribe" having" a bee hive mentality toward existence
explaining a bee who find's it's true nature buzzing around flowers gleaning nectar
is not the type of bee who's main function in the tribe would be to protect the hive killing any predator that assumed it could dominate and destroy the brood.
Reverend Resse explained that the Community Theater's desire to enforce participation toward" Group Think "exercises was not ,according to Reese to get everyone thinking as he did....but so the methods' that Reese and thus The Community Theater had used to BECOME his TRUE NATURE could be learned by all...
and than Purposed to and for the group's stability.
Only when a member according to Rainy got his head out of the skies might he Become what his true nature intended him to become....A Richman?A Beggarman?A Poor Man?,A Thief?..
and once assured of their Basic Nature may offer up these skills to the Group so they might be in some ways be modified to serve functions within the "Cause".
Than and only than could a member take his place in the Movement ,and take a post geared to whatever their TRUE NATURE best served the organization.
A poor man or woman may think there" lack of "might be of no benefit to The Community Theater...why they might assume their inability to pay for courses, for instance might leave them watching from outside of "church windows".
..no...this is not the case.not one bit
A poor man or woman has much to offer The Community Theater..as The Poorman know how to scrimp by, often cheat or lie their way out of whatever Laws of Ownership the Ruiners outside our agency have decided ,for us is the acme of existence..
a poor man or woman might also not be AFRAID to use their:"lack of-ness "to do things others might not to bring members and "alms" to the church, things someone whose basic nature is staid might not...
Often a Poor man or Poor woman learns to enjoy the "Wilder Side of Life" and thus ,excuse me, Staid ones , wouldn't "have a problem" turning tricks,shooting porn or selling dope to bring in financial reserves AND CONNECTIONS that without "our wilder ones" we might not have access to.
A Beggar man too has attributes a Group such as this needs...Begging is a tradition as old as time but some people won't beg...won't ask a stranger or parent ...or a relative for money because we have been taught doing so is beneath our pride...A beggar has no such false beliefs...and might teach ALL of us how to LOSE some of these "man-made ethics" which might be ok towards a system that's only function is "civility and appearances" but not to a system whose only function is to "Change The World!" a Beggar man can use their lack of provincialism regarding begging to embarrass a Ruiner to give to the church," a coupla Dolllllahs please miss ,please sir... A Beggarman I can tell you would be much better at such tactics than a Richman whose basic nature is towards Accumulance,..and who better than a Thief to make sure nobody steals our members or our philosophies or our technology...or our husbands ,wives or children...Nothing makes a better Police-type of Person than one who has been on the "wrong side of the cuffs"...
and what about the sociopaths
the psychopaths amongst us...doomed to a hell beyond this earth?
I tell you perhaps more so than any other "Style of Beinghood"
it is YOU
we need most of all
to Protect the entire Clan
what if in caveman times
nobody had the guts or more Basic Instinct to
"Blow Away"the blowhards that chose to defame and derange the Institutional Nature of a tribe unlike there's?
What if nobody had the balls or spark to terrorize a clan that had decided to move too close
to the Clan's annex?
or pelts or meat or cattle
or children?
Most of us would spend hours ,days perhaps enraptured in our conscious contemplations of "Right and Wrong-isms"
whereas a Psychopath would by inclination
just snap to the matter at hand.
the parallax stereogram and the external auditory canal wall(The Blob scene 4 and one half)
10/12/14
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there is little emotion in the entries
there is a reason for that
much like the recoil one 's mind reflexively
does concerning
an act of humiliation, extrusion embarrassment
when for instance one is rejected by a love interest ..
or when has been in an abusive relationship
or raped..
the mind protects itself first and foremost by turning off or at least dampening emotional response..
and also emotions in general
they wanted robotic .
they got what they wanted..
it becomes "part of the package'
a small tradeoff...to model a person via input to become
human drone
who might or will do things
an outside agency /a mentor asks "it" to do..
if the "ward" is too resistant ..
it is really no problem whatsoever completely over riding a "Proxy's"
senses ,cognitions and sense of reality
that may have previously been based on what is right and what is wrong
some where inside one self
one is aware that YOU.."app-ed" for renditions concerning input and out put are helping
those that captured you in a manner the often I can not quite believe myself
get better and better at making this technology better and better...
there is No enemy to SEE
except via Tele-Presence
there are no swastikas .. no men in uniform on lists..
or in plain sight to fight back at..
for years your closest friends and family believe you "are delusional"
you understand why...as if someone presented the notion that one could be enslaved by
unseen interface with your biological system
you would assume "of course" this person is disturbed..
and indeed a person tampered with to this degree..
via Psychotronics and Direct Energy ONLY created to
destabilize a persons's thought patterns ,affect etc
becomes
disturbed...and enraged in such a manner that
"No"
it would not take much
to
LOSE one's entirety in "operations" that THEY
(you know dear reader that "They" lunatics always mention)
who "are calling the shots"
want you to
when will it be?
who will it be?
that I am to hurt ..
to kill?
by Proxy
perhaps it will be YOU dear reader.-Cole Cohen
pardon me dear reader ..who has either checked in to see how a lunatic explains their unfortunate hallucinations or how a Targeted individual on his last bit of sanity attempts to write somehow in the style of meaninglessness
to try to somehow write down the FEELING of absurdity for instance walking in Van nuys with ropes/belts tied to one's arms ..legs to infer one has been made a puppet. ...or placing a bowl of sour cream on your head in a house of pancakes in palm springs to SHOW somehow ..
nothing matters.. and the days are too long to be "tracked" and studied...and to have one's inner visions and thoughts read..
all you want ..sometimes is to display the absurdity...to the world.. you are thinking and interfacing YOU pouring sour cream on your head in a pancake house ... so your tele -operators can ... sense through you.. ok you got me.. but what do you have now.. as you dump a dish of corn down your pants what have you got?
I no longer must appear sane..
nor think sane things..one intentionally thinks odd things toward 's one's 'tether"
you picture your self as ashes placed in a tea bag being served to a pair up yuppies in that pancake house...and next you being the tea
they drank
you picture you're in them and taking them over like a 1980's bad movie..
u read them and break them and hate on them and hurt them..like the psychotronics human testing has destroyed u
in ways..that one wonders if there will be a soul for G-d to
judge ..
there is nothing to you anymore ..oh for Christ's sake why can't I have the stamina to just leap from that over pass..please please..Lord for you..so there will still be some left of me to judge ..you have watche dwhat they've done...if I ask you not to punish them..will this make me "good"
I so much want /need them punished..to pay..
they will..
the universe works like that..
all of them.
won't
see
IT
coming and how much I do
.
strange baby-ish rhymes go through you..for them..only for them
"i'm a little tea pot short and grout up go my wings to fly the gizzards out
pup go the lights and dingy dose arena
jack joe and tiimy ate all the farina
(2)
IS that right I graph ...Evan ..to convey second symptoms of schizophrenia..
so we can keep doing this?
even when I turn on you...I graph.i know nothing but this.but HIM.but THEM
'it might put things on some kind of hold until ...we can figure out how to get rid of you in a manner that ...doesn't post too many red flag..."evan graphs
can I try that ...secondary symptoms again..i graph back
"it reads like you're trying too hard...or not hard enough"evan graphs
Cole Cohen 5/3/14
trust me..they have it all lined up in case I took the bobby fisher route a California drivers licence that makes me look like james holmes older brother.. my hair was even brite red..they told me to make it brite red..like that so "my team;..the street theater like Gaslighter..who talk"all funny..' th e eagle has landed. everything must go.. wako shit that doesn't seem like anything.. so I guess you would know who they are.. they dress their part as well for me..all Neuronautics scienc e-ideology
i'm sure others got a different rendition yeah they got this whole othe r backstory for me in LA where they lured me out to.. (let's see how an outside artist might write an outsider screenplay..
about what?
oh we'll figure that out when you come back here
they knew I was there in 1993/94 when they did stuff to me that had nothing to do with art or painting but fucking old guys.. now let me explain..these gys needed to you ACT like a real real man...who FUCKED never got fucked ever.. not difficult to do (at the time) being once more I had no choice. writing or talking about fucking ..concering gay sex is sick sick sick to most heterosexuals even if it's ok now for fags to be on tv but fucking anyway you look at it mind's eye style unless it's porn you choose (and even sometimes than) is some pretty "dirty business' all saliva and other wet this and that ..so don't go thinking str8 people having sex..isn't a little lubricated and messy in another's mind's eye many fine women by the way take it up the ass. many more adventurous str8 dudes also don't mind a bit of finger fucking.. up their bum..which don't make them queer.. but ..."experimental" ..try it on your husband sometime ..you can put a condom over your finger and boy will he thank you later.
now where was I..
OOOOOh yes...cheapening the entre two previous entries with "filthy" squeamish...diversion.... gotta love the Mandlers.
thank goodness I am not driving a truck or train and was "guided' by interface that could take over senses know what I mean?
October 1962
AFOSR-3233 Summary Report
AUGMENTING HUMAN INTELLECT: A Conceptual Framework
Prepared for: DIRECTOR OF INFORMATION SCIENCES AIR FORCE OFFICE OF SCIENTIFIC RESEARCH WASHINGTON 25, D.C. CONTRACT AF49(638)-1024 By: D. C. Engelbart SRI Project No. 3578 Approved: R. C. Amara, Manager System Engineering Department J. D. Noe, Director Engineering Science Division
This is an initial summary report of a project taking a new and systematic approach to improving the intellectual effectiveness of the individual human being. A detailed conceptual framework explores the nature of the system composed of the individual and the tools, concepts, and methods that match his basic capabilities to his problems. One of the tools that shows the greatest immediate promise is the computer, when it can be harnessed for direct on-line assistance, integrated with new concepts and methods.
This report describes a study that was carried on at Stanford Research Institute under the joint sponsorship of the Institute and the Directorate of Information Sciences of the Air Force Office of Scientific Research [Contract AF 49(638)-1024]. Mrs. Rowena Swanson was the AFOSR Project Supervisor for this study.
By "augmenting human intellect" we mean increasing the capability of a man to approach a complex problem situation, to gain comprehension to suit his particular needs, and to derive solutions to problems. Increased capability in this respect is taken to mean a mixture of the following: more-rapid comprehension, better comprehension, the possibility of gaining a useful degree of comprehension in a situation that previously was too complex, speedier solutions, better solutions, and the possibility of finding solutions to problems that before seemed insoluble. And by "complex situations" we include the professional problems of diplomats, executives, social scientists, life scientists, physical scientists, attorneys, designers -- whether the problem situation exists for twenty minutes or twenty years. We do not speak of isolated clever tricks that help in particular situations. We refer to a way of life in an integrated domain where hunches, cut-and-try, intangibles, and the human "feel for a situation" usefully coexist with powerful concepts, streamlined terminology and notation, sophisticated methods, and high-powered electronic aids.
Man's population and gross product are increasing at a considerable rate, but the complexity of his problems grows still faster, and the urgency with which solutions must be found becomes steadily greater in response to the increased rate of activity and the increasingly global nature of that activity. Augmenting man's intellect, in the sense defined above, would warrant full pursuit by an enlightened society if there could be shown a reasonable approach and some plausible benefits.
This report covers the first phase of a program aimed at developing means to augment the human intellect. These "means" can include many things -- all of which appear to be but extensions of means developed and used in the past to help man apply his native sensory, mental, and motor capabilities -- and we consider the whole system of a human and his augmentation means as a proper field of search for practical possibilities. It is a very important system to our society, and like most systems its performance can best be improved by considering the whole as a set of interacting components rather than by considering the components in isolation.
This kind of system approach to human intellectual effectiveness does not find a ready-made conceptual framework such as exists for established disciplines. Before a research program can be designed to pursue such an approach intelligently, so that practical benefits might be derived within a reasonable time while also producing results of long range significance, a conceptual framework must be searched out -- a framework that provides orientation as to the important factors of the system, the relationships among these factors, the types of change among the system factors that offer likely improvements in performance, and the sort of research goals and methodology that seem promising.1
In the first (search) phase of our program we have developed a conceptual framework that seems satisfactory for the current needs of designing a research phase
The process of developing this conceptual framework brought out a number of significant realizations: that the intellectual effectiveness exercised today by a given human has little likelihood of being intelligence limited -- that there are dozens of disciplines in engineering, mathematics, and the social, life, and physical sciences that can contribute improvements to the system of intellect-augmentation means; that any one such improvement can be expected to trigger a chain of coordinating improvements; that until every one of these disciplines comes to a standstill and we have exhausted all the improvement possibilities we could glean from it, we can expect to continue to develop improvements in this human-intellect system; that there is no particular reason not to expect gains in personal intellectual effectiveness from a concerted system oriented approach that compare to those made in personal geographic mobility since horseback and sailboat days.
The picture of how one can view the possibilities for a systematic approach to increasing human intellectual effectivenessin the sober and general terms of an initial basic analysis, does not seem to convey all of the richness and promise that was stimulated by the development of that picture. . We see the quickest gains emerging from (1) giving the human the minute-by-minute services of a digital computer equipped with computer-driven cathode-ray-tube display, and (2) developing the new methods of thinking and working that allow the human to capitalize upon the computer's help. By this same strategy, we recommend that an initial research effort develop a prototype system of this sort aimed at increasing human effectiveness in the task of computer programming.
To give the reader an initial orientation about what sort of thing this computer-aided working system might be, we include below a short description of a possible system of this sort. This illustrative example is not to be considered a description of the actual system that will emerge from the program. It is given only to show the general direction of the work, and is clothed in fiction only to make it easier to visualize.
Let us consider an augmented architect at work. He sits at a working station that has a visual display screen some three feet on a side; this is his working surface, and is controlled by a computer (his "clerk" ) with which he can communicate by means of a small keyboard and various other devices.
He is designing a building. He has already dreamed up several basic layouts and structural forms, and is trying them out on the screen. The surveying data for the layout he is working on now have already been entered, and he has just coaxed the clerk to show him a perspective view of the steep hillside building site with the roadway above, symbolic representations of the various trees that are to remain on the lot, and the service tie points for the different utilities. The view occupies the left two-thirds of the screen. With a "pointer," he indicates two points of interest, moves his left hand rapidly over the keyboard, and the distance and elevation between the points indicated appear on the right- hand third of the screen.
Now he enters a reference line with his pointer, and the keyboard. Gradually the screen begins to show the work he is doing -- a neat excavation appears in the hillside) revises itself slightly, and revises itself again. After a moment, the architect changes the scene on the screen to an overhead plan view of the site, still showing the excavation. A few minutes of study, and he enters on the keyboard a list of items, checking each one as it appears on the screen, to be studied later.
Ignoring the representation on the display, the architect next begins to enter a series of specifications and data -- a six-inch slab floor, twelve-inch concrete walls eight feet high within the excavation, and so on. When he has finished, the revised scene appears on the screen. A structure is taking shape. He examines it, adjusts it, pauses long enough to ask for handbook or catalog information from the clerk at various points, and re-adjusts accordingly. He often recalls from the "clerk" his working lists of specifications and considerations to refer to them, modify them, or add to them. These lists grow into an evermore-detailed, interlinked structure, which represents the maturing thought behind the actual design.
Prescribing different planes here and there, curved surfaces occasionally, and moving the whole structure about five feet, he finally has the rough external form of the building balanced nicely with the setting and he is assured that this form is basically compatible with the materials to be used as well as with the function of the building.
Now he begins to enter detailed information about the interior. Here the capability of the clerk to show him any view he wants to examine (a slice of the interior, or how the structure would look from the roadway above) is important. He enters particular fixture designs, and examines them in a particular room. He checks to make sure that sun glare from the windows will not blind a driver on the roadway, and the "clerk" computes the information that one window will reflect strongly onto the roadway between 6 and 6:30 on midsummer mornings.
Next he begins a functional analysis. He has a list of the people who will occupy this building, and the daily sequences of their activities. The "clerk" allows him to follow each in turn, examining how doors swing, where special lighting might be needed. Finally he has the "clerk" combine all of these sequences of activity to indicate spots where traffic is heavy in the building, or where congestion might occur, and to determine what the severest drain on the utilities is likely to be.
All of this information (the building design and its associated "thought structure") can be stored on a tape to represent the design manual for the building. Loading this tape into his own clerk, another architect, a builder, or the client can maneuver within this design manual to pursue whatever details or insights are of interest to him -- and can append special notes that are integrated into the design manual for his own or someone else's later benefit.
In such a future working relationship between human problem-solver and computer 'clerk,' the capability of the computer for executing mathematical processes would be used whenever it was needed. However, the computer has many other capabilities for manipulating and displaying information that can be of significant benefit to the human in non mathematical processes of planning, organizing, studying, etc. Every person who does his thinking with symbolized concepts (whether in the form of the English language, pictographs, formal logic, or mathematics) should be able to benefit significantly.
OBJECTIVE OF THE STUDY
The objective of this study is to develop a conceptual framework within which could grow a coordinated research and development program whose goals would be the following: (1) to find the factors that limit the effectiveness of the individual's basic information-handling capabilities in meeting the various needs of society for problem solving in its most general sense; and (2) to develop new techniques, procedures, and systems that will better match these basic capabilities to the needs' problems, and progress of society. We have placed the following specifications on this framework:
That it provide perspective for both long-range basic research and research that will yield practical results soon.
That it indicate what this augmentation will actually involve in the way of changes in working environment, in thinking, in skills, and in methods of working.
That it be a basis for evaluating the possible relevance of work and knowledge from existing fields and for assimilating whatever is relevant.
That it reveal areas where research is possible and ways to assess the research, be a basis for choosing starting points, and indicate how to develop appropriate methodologies for the needed research.
Two points need emphasis here. First, although a conceptual framework has been constructed, it is still rudimentary. Further search, and actual research, are needed for the evolution of the framework. Second, even if our conceptual framework did provide an accurate and complete basic analysis of the system from which stems a human's intellectual effectiveness, the explicit nature of future improved systems would be highly affected by (expected) changes in our technology or in our understanding of the human being.
I did what I was told..i wrote what I was supposed to..but no more..
an asset now liability
my "real " father who I later found out was anything but real..a Monarch marriage ...for the "greater good "
rejected me..
for going against my "razing"(one is supposed to RESPECT "it" you see...I hope YOU see because I don't nor won't
could anyone respect a staged childhood...the house ...a Skinner Box..
me the mouse ..
tens of thousands of kids raised "just this way"
the racket I heard about "the church of a certain -ideoly
turned out ...to be just racket
another stage
an excuse ..for the way I like many were raised ..as to mimic the exact "process" this church used to bring up it's own
clean and CLEAR
my "job" later in life to 'play Jimmy Olsen' and join this wicked church...
and I was to buy what the "church' managed to convince most it was...
NOT in fact just a front
other nations saw through whom I will refer to as the leader of this movement t/church /self help group
but other nation's had gone all out helping what I refer to as Neuronautics ..and refer to it's leader as Gary Rainy.
this frint wen tall out over kill
." u ever been to the annexes...and their over sized centers? ...purposely outrageous ,hideous architecture... buttresses mixed with columns ..turrets
...all the colors are "off"...gaudy and grandiose...
just to state
LOOK ..LOOK how SILLY " this building looks..
ya' know you make something a front ..well it doesn't need neon or alabaster yellow walls to say
I be bona fide..cultish.
.
I am not sure .,,if I 'm supposed to be a front.. I am nothing anymore but what ever
"my team " decides..
I may as well have sawdust in my head after so many lawnmowers have taken my mind -never meant to be mine and have run me over and apart
..
I think I am screwing up whatever purpose I was meant to serve with whatever self I have left.
and I think I want to..
and yes they know this..
and for this I am being hurt right now as I retype this older entry
the pain they inflict ..is physical...and fast...
when I read THEY want to use this technology to make soldiers I imagine the lot of them blowing off their own heads rather than shoot at the enemy ..
with Intracortical interface ..whomever is transmitting the input based on your output -by the end of "basic" ground into just enough mush
that one will not appear too robotic as to be detectable as part of
HIVE MINDED defensive offense Is the enemy
of course I have turned against THE and THIS....I have no idea who wouldn't or couldn't
why rewrite some of these entries now 6/28 /15
because I want to be found floating in river ..or in a ditch...
again the pills did not take...and the gun I purchased chamber is faulty
what goes with an ear piece telling you what to "say" that is hooked up to your dendrites
THE MEDIUM BECOMES THE WRECKAGE
.
I feel no affinity to anyone..these people treat me like some kind of monkey..with a type writer..
I understand now why monkeys throw their own feces at their handlers.
"what kind of Jew are you" is the question I am "graphed'
"a jew no longer " I graph back feeling the searing pain...
and licking IT UP
Liking it now.
.we all know or have been taught Jews are TOO good to hurt their own
I can say this because I am a jew? this is how we talk right ..to not ruffle feathers..
sorry
someone jews..anyone makes you lab rat
you don't care about ruffling..
but rifling at the group who made you not human BUT HUMAN ORGANISM...
besides to jews..a fag ..isn't really human
jews hate fags. Israelis hate fags almost more than Arabs
I do believe my fagola ways..
made my a prime candidate(Manchuria not with standing) to be used..as fodder..as VERMIN for the tribe
IF and only IF
I would let my mind wander...to hmmmm..
ting' ain't what dey seem..
why would a Tele-Presence come right out and say say say till you want to cut your ears off ...WE IS Neuronautics..? huh
makes no sense,,
I became a neuronaut....
and left ...my Jimmy olsen behind...
now what kind of Jew becomes a neuroanut?
Neuronautics may not be what it seems ...and began as a front
but it grew into something with MORALS! and ...genuine..
help...for those who are sick of mind...and we ALL are until we ..beggin understanding ALL of our thoyughts effect others...and all thoughts that have ever been released into the air ..into the enway! are still there ..waiting to latch on and
get inside you ...just like a intra neuralo interface might ..which everyone NEEDS..TO LEARN how to defend themselves from RUINERS
(2)
I live with XXXX who is also a "neuronaut" as are all the roomates..
as are everyone we know
but everybody knows what "this church " is who thinks for a moment..
it's just not something anyone is ever allowe dto say..
it's MK ULTRA...
they needed a front ..and a front man..
they fuckin' requisition ..who WTF I will still call Gary rainy as I become so used to it..
in a VA hospital where they were"casting" for a charismatic..
at the time I just felt it "read' better with certain truths not quite self evident ..
being exposed..i had a hell of a lot of help writing this and not just from my Mentors
they let ...some stuff slide know I would be impelled to write SOOOOO much that nobody but nooooobody could read or understand what I am saying..
they knew I wouldn't have the wherewithal.to write it as some easy to read novel..
(someone else is..they feed every Proxy the same damn stories..VALIS style..)
I am the bad guy now in a very very serious way
seems I went along painting all lunatic like for years ..
and making a public debacle of myself ...physically to "play the loony"
so the painting would read outsider art..crazy nut..
than I'm like hmmmm
what's in it for me..they threw a few bucks at me and some boyfriends
and some dope.
than it was NOOOO more drawing Dumbo!
writing..
but I don't know how to write..
aaaaaahhh we have ways of making you "a vehicle"
a lot of actors are trying it..
it will be "Cool World"..we'll put some stuff in your arm which will go past your blood brain barrier..
and we'll experience "all the wonder and horror of VR and A.I. via interface"
also you have no choice or we'll make sure you end up with your back broken.
AGAIN
the shit these lunatics have done to me ..over the years is beyond human comprehension..
and we aint' even talking my fiddle about childhood.
who fiddled me...MEN brought in "for the cause" to make me "malleable"
where' these men come from ? all I know is nothing was coincidental
they wanted me to know that...
why?
fuck if I know
can u begin to understand how little I care for their
telling me ...NO we don't write about it THIS way
or so help me dumbo we will ...
DO IT
! who cares!
Cole Cohen 3/5/14
(I guess THEY TRIED ..tried to make you feel like you were "part of the action" at least in the beginning...like you were...
some piece..like in game..
after all you become sort of an action figure...in the beginning you are real real real into their stories...so much so...you can barely tell the difference between VR and actual reality ..virtual...reels upon your visual and auditory cortex and the stimuli that "passes" for jus treal life..
but than you're like WTF...just leave me be...how dum you think I am? i'm just a Guinea pig /lab rat nothing more..)
Thursday, March 14, 2013A Fish Called Calev at the Dr's. i have to go. i have no choice he records things now. on a tape recorder..and sometimes video tape.as if I am some kind of criminal all of sudden.
5/17/ 201*
he talks all gentle..all non threatening.all fake,like I had been told these Dr's are taught ,every little thing they do is calculated to make you trust them and just "say anything",their job is to make you feel some false sense of comfort.sometimes it works. this time he gave me the tape. he told me to listen to it and see if I hear what he hears. he says maybe I should try typing it or writing it to get a "new perspective" on the "situation"instead of being "lead" like some dog on a collar this way and that by "mentors" who he insists seem to be leading and weaving "the semi fictional "story" for their own means and ends and perhaps my own
This group you write about doesn't seem to like you very much do they?the Dr. says
They don't like me for good reason.They are trying to help me.
Help you with what?
Help me not be sick
And just how "are you sick?"
I think wrong. For instance ,I think about my body too much.
And that's a specific problem for them.That's curious don't you think? I mean ,I think about my body.After all I must live in my body..
It's important not to think about it,it fucks things up
For them or for you.
Them telling me not to think about it made it into,like a complex,and than a complex becomes like an obsessional thinking,it was an obvious mistake on their part..
What else aren't you supposed to think about?
I'm not supposed to read or read labels or try to confuse them by having an Ipod or listening to songs or thinking about my past or future or self .Or money problems or problems in general.Nothing really that is not about Intention or Automatic Thoughts or Reactions to various stimuli around me in present time
And you can do that?
No,not very well,at all
So,it's like some extraterrestrial or something came down to earth to get a look around and uses your brain ,eyes and ears as a vehicle ..the way THEY are teaching you to think
Sort of,yes
And when you make the mistake ,for instance, of thinking about your own needs,you are interfering with some kind of sight seeing tour
It's not working out ...They are trying to empty me out a little of interference,so i can be more Open Minded to the New Way
Sounds like THEY don't want you to have a mind at all,that your consciousness is getting in the way of The New Way.That "this New Way'"s agenda seems to be about making you into some kind of rag doll or puppet.What are you allowed to think? Or do ?
They don't mind my walking,so long as i don't concentrate on minutia or throw them off with reminiscence or unfocused observation,they don't mind also if I watch TV ,so long as I don't react to it in a self referential way but a universal way,like I can't or shouldn't compare my own life to the plot lines or characters..
I would like you to consider something for me.I'd like you to get a body scan.I 've already spoken to someone about it being pro bono,and this is quite an expensive test..I and some others need to SEE if there's something to this.Do you understand ?To see if these "inserts" you have mentioned are detectable.If there really is something "in you"
No way.Absolutely not.
So you like the feeling of being used and owned,I'm surprised ,very surprised.
I am not explaining it right.Obviously,I am being helped.I am being mentored,there's a certain trust that's been established...
What did they do when you tried killing yourslef to get away from them?when you popped 40 vicdin?Did your mentors say "no .Stop"
Neuronautics is about free will,not control
So when you began crushing up the pills and pouring them into grape juice nobody from this Mentorship program removed their headsets or "graphed" stop the game...or came banging on your door to "re-educate" you that this was not a good idea
seemed like a good idea at the time I do not blame mentor ship for my shortcomings
when you were homeless ,when you lost your apartment due to the stress and rage at the endless interfacing did THEY reimburse you? Or put money up for a new place?Or pay subsequent legal bills?
No
They just fuck with your head.Why you can't even watch television without these mentors using what you see and hear to use as another "rundown" or lesson ...
They are trying something new,do you think this is easy for them?For instance some of them don't like the "gay thing"
How sad for them
Some don't mind at all
Well isn't that good news,that some of the mentors that dosed you with illegal nano don't mind your sexual preference.
can I get a refilled on my script?
Not until you agree to a scan
I don't want to get them into trouble.Besides they have their people in those places.
Yes Neuronautics does seem to "get around" This group that is saving you and has begun allegedly putting cues in television programs and has a system of child rearing to correspond to these cues..Whose idea of social and spiritual progress is having mentors monitor or correct the Collective mind of it's captured,entranced "followers" whether they like it or not.A group that has supposedly interfaced several of it's devotees off bridges into subway trains and Christ knows what else...and that's who you're protecting.Do you hear yourself?Do you?
Don't question my beliefs and I won't question psychiatry.they were right about you guys.About this. I am at least open minded enough to appreciate the trouble my mentors are taking dealing with my case
Your case?
They work 24 hours a day monitoring my thoughts on their own dime,trying to make sure I don't regress into Old Way thinking.If i am failing it is my fault ,not theirs. it was my fault coming here. For Pussing out about getting my come uppence.You don't know my inner thoughts Dr. you neither have the equipment or expertise for it...You don't know what Enrot I am putting out not only towards my mentors headsets and minds but into the Enway itself.. you don't even know what seeing the Rhino means you don't know anything you are an unresolvable ruiner. all psychiatrists are.all Drs. are.all teachers are. and your day will come. cuz our time is now. a scan... it's not about the technology idiot...it's aout not being afraid of being read. it's about trusting one's mentors and the process. if one jumps in front of a trolley car to stop the process...that's a hell of alot more dignity and RESPECT than running off to some scanning center,I'll tell you that much
Fuck you very much Dr.and fuck your pills,hello, i must be going but you wouldn't know what THAT means would you,not what it REALLY means.Ever
