a bottle of seroquel and a story no one believes(Denny Pace )

 July 16th2013 I often forget how a "bog" works.
how each entry...is-
is it? supposed to be "read" or "be read" separately....and stand on it's own...?
I am not sure?
is a journal entry...a diary's...
each entry supposed to stand on it's own and MEAN something ...

I have seen this done in a court of law...ONE small entry ...
can turn the tide...
but a targeted Individual does not exist...
and what is occurring to a TI "canot be happening"
so for me there will never be "a day incourt"

possible some president in 2031 or something will give some speech apaologizing for Human tesing
that occurs in the 1990's 2000's 2015 etc...
and everything will be alright..

the post below this one...
included a photo of a burning flag and some dialog to nowhere...
and the internet ..
a post ..
a tweet
more often than not IS a post to where ,,,to no one
...
if one is JENNIFER LAWRENCE or the SENATOR of NEVADA a post means ..quite a bit more than a post from Ron S. from Santa fe..

I wake up and look at the small rather infantile  post...saying ..I ado not consider myself an American .( I do not)
not after being made a Human Lab rat by
Mt country tis of thee.
tis what? this country?
but possibly the most corrupt land mass on the face of the earth
...the burning flag...though
a bit must....juvenile ...like wearing pentagram on one;'s t-shirt.
meaningless...

I remember the days I used to make sure for instance when I hung an American flag ..I would be very careful not to have this flag touch the ground

however..
the flag is just a symbol for a ruling body of a land mass
and certainly the ruling class
should have been more careful not to drag what is behind the symbol of the flag(liberty, Freedom   etc)
into the mud..

into/onto The ground

besides.(in many ways my keeping the JPEG -burning American flag -up
is ONE true piece of evidence...I have been "tagged" already as subversive
or bad
or sick
as Red Flags go up when a red white blue one "goes down"
a burning American flag
is in a sense indicative I care little about being "on a list"
a sort of proof
I have already been
categorized
. what other proof does a TI have for himself...

but a bottle of Seroquel and "story" no one believes..?
as Red Flags go up when a red white blue flag "goes down"

.what other proof does a TI have for himself...

but a bottle of Seroquel and "story" no one believes..?

(2)

it meant so much to me ..I guess  it still does...I am not quite sure..explaining
 but I am not quite sure  I really care about any people -not in my situation-not Targeted.
because .trust me
the experiences we who have been "taken" to be "work /study" programs
for remote neural monitoring and Neurotronic Displacement  via Service Provider.
do not EXIST day to DAY as you do...
OUR concerns are not about six pack abs or what some actress wore on the red carpet.
for many of us.
our relationships with friends and family have decompensated to the point of
no return...
our friends and families know we are NOT THE SAME but BLAME the alteration on
some late onset Psychiatric disorder.
and a Targeted Individual(in many cases)  begins ...despising their friends and relations
a TI unfortunately understands their Pysychotronics...(their synthetic telepathy i.e Brain Computer Interface )
comes with no glowing red button
no horns.
no laser beam    come out of our eyes
Targeted Individuals understand that their story...(what happens to them on a daily basis 24/7 )
sounds about as crazy as crazy can be...
and rather worse than a friend or relation saying "out and out" I don't believe this is occurring ...but that you have a thought disorder(i.e schizophrenia ...psychosis..)
is a friend or relative who pretends to understand...pretends to give you "a shadow of a doubt"
reading your footnotes,reading the research you have done on disclosed  rudimentary of "How Silent Sound " works...
how Psychotronic Weapons ...are meant to mimic Psychogenic symptoms of mental illness from A to Z

I can no longer imagine beingin the same house.
with anyone...who believes I "am mad"
but 'have not been driven mad" in a manner so calculated.
so calculated...
it defies understanding

while I can understand the "need" to create weapons to ward off intruders...or fight armed soldiers.
I cannot understand
creating weapons that do not quickly kill the "enemy"
why "drag out the kill"?
the development of
Nuremburg Code supposedly differentiated war time from war crime.
slow kill weaponry and the development of this type of weaponry is all war crime..

I do not want  live with anyone who
believes my symptoms are psychiatric in nature rather than psychotronic...

I despise my friends and family
for all the wrong reasons
my rage is off the charts...
the thought of anyone coming near me...and dealing with me as if I truly human
and not whatever I am becoming
repulses me...
in a way I feel superior to those (my friends and family) whop have not gone through this
like a serviceman might feel superior to those who were not assigned to infantry
but desk jobs...during wartime...Denny Pace 2013

July15 2013I believed I "was doing this "for my country -"going through the testing
and  slowly began despising
"my country"
I do not consider my country anymore
I do not consider myself  an American...I am simply "stuck" here until I can find a way out .
 I now  understand why other nations deplore our country
but
no...
.not as much as I do.-Denny Pace