Tuesday, March 31, 2015

clapboard

XXXX comes into my room...
saying ..I am putting things down that I should be building up
and that I never mention how AWESOME it is to be a "manned man"
an "app-ed" New World Man
who is sharing their 5 senses ,memories and real time  perceptions whose job it is
is to understand "Why People Do What They Do"
and what Induced stimuli be it incidental.,provoked Via street theater( 'Truman Show" enactments) or induced via the interfaces ...(or what my Drs and what most people might simply refer to as -auditory and visual and even haptic  hallucinations)
and that "participants like me" who have not paid for their service provider....of Brain " Bink"service providers...Neural Engineering  OF COURSE must
often be used for Threshold Testing
as nobody ," XXXX says,"gets a free lunch."

"Go fuck your self ,: I say,tired of being told what to do by XXXX or my Mandlers
who insist
I "cool off" and realize It's in my best interest "to cover my tracks" and always 'on a timely basis always introduce in this "story" that I am both a druggie and a lunatic...and that NO 'APPS" were ever placed upside my head...
and EVEN if THEY WERE
I am not ALLOWED to write about the Threshold Tests
the attempts to use the "apps" for Brain washing techniques ,interrogation techniques and MOST of
interaction based "induced Belief Systems " based on television...

..
XXXX says,in response to my telling to go fuck himself"THAT'S HOW YOU THINK to YOUR MANDLERS...
you have a "Go Fuck yourself " attitude that sure as hell isn't making for a rewarding experience for those whose Job it is to read your mind is it?"

Knowing XXXX is often in contact with my Tele-Operators ...the men in Das Cabin in da' Woods.
I remind myself....
that "in a way"
I am being once again warned...


XXXX ,seeing I seem to get "the jist " of his visit
and says
"They understand ...and appreciate the fact that you must have some variance of self autonomy ...for 'The Team" to garner True Neural Intention...
but now that your intention of writing this seems to be a deathwish...
well....everyone at Homebase...is a little disappointed...
because ....they'll just have to find another Dumbo...

'They have many" Dumbos",I think to myself and .thus to my "Team: who "app-ed" me
I have no idea why ...I'm still here...
as "My Team" made it quite clear
I was not allowed to write about Threshold Testing....or Psychotronic Torture "war game" like renditions
they "play all ove rmy Neural Plasticity"

XXXX says,as if reading me like a Mandler on headset
he can see mind's eye style ..."How it might work"
how I might be able to write  and relieve some of my stress during  Tech Week Tether ...
on paper...
through story
IF I make "the story" a wee less....serious
"as Dumbo ,"XXXX says," Nobody like's any "Why so serious" types...especially not 'The Fathers"

"The Fathers?" I ask," I am now supposed to think of my Mandlers as "The Fathers"what the fuck are you talking about ..."

I see XXXX tap his ear....
the little ear piece he has...
the little "script girl"
wearable he "has to wear" sometimes ...to "speak with me"

'I meant to say 'The Others",XXXX says...

"Oh don't tell me we're back to me having to be lieve I'm fuckin' communicating with fuckin' aliens again ..."I say

I see XXXX holding up his hand...in a
"wait ,wait " gesture...
I realize my thoughts are being transctibed and fed ,in a sensored manner directly to XXXX via old fashion...earpiece...

'I watch XXXX try not to "go space cadet" hearing Cues...
like he's on stage...forgetting his lines

to keep the ever fading front that me and him...have anything in common but ...this bizarre Role Play....and I remind myself "app-ed" or not XXXX is really as used  and screwed as I am..

I watch XXXX roll his eyes...
and realize I took in this visual information too quickly to "proto-shop" it into ...delete..
and literally hear
a loud scream coming from XXXX's ear piece ...at least 7 feet away from where I am..
'DON"T ROLL YOUR EYES AT ME!!!!"
I watch XXXX seeing I heard...slink out of the room

(2)
In 20 minutes or so
XXXX returns -literally reading off
cue cards..

" ok...now if Dumbo was presented  as a guy who has ...little pieces of wadded up little post it's and scribblings of what he writes on line...
in his pockets....

that XXXX- SEES mind's Eye -wise DUMBO at the corner story reaching into his pocket to buy a soda and out comes all these little patents
and little notes about mind control tests in the 1950's
and maybe little pieces of string or something

"Little pieces of string?"
I ask

"String theory or some thing...or maybe he just like carrying around pieces of string...crazy people do all sorts of odd things...." looking up from the cue cards XXXX says ,rather angrily " it might be in Dumbo's best interest to be portrayed as ...more crazy...more eccentric...but a like-able type of crazy...a like-able wacko ...who 's very eccentric qualities for instance  endear him to the cashier who smiles when-ever HE sees Dumbo ...come into the store and buys a soda and have to "go through the ...wads of little patents...and little crazy things he's written down..to find some money.."

Mind Eye  Wise I literally SEE the "New Kid in School"
My new love interest...
as usual he's just my type...
a composite of every Neural Spike of "Oh baby you know what I like' concerning Televised Image and just plain old predestrians you want to yell "yum" at...

XXXX goes back to his Cue Cards-
 the CASHIER,a handsome ,boyish student who- guess what" maybe  happens to be studying nanotech and bio tech at the local university. When he is  not "cashiering"...is smitten with DUMBO.s 's odd charms

XXXX pauses...and squints at me

as if  waiting for my "odd charms " to be transmitted...
as do I
and suddenly
but predictively
a personality Overlay of  what I think of as "Reality Bytes" early 90's Sundance Select
makes my essence of "Jerk" (as I have been graphed I AM..by my Mandlers Time and Timeline again!)
become's QUIRK...
a(a shift of HZ's in my Merge speckled Hippocampus of 23 HZs)
and literally I feel like a new man
I automatically KNOWwithout KNOWING what shirt to change into
as I am ..
it seems..
to BE GOING somewhere.
it seems...

I feel entranced and enhanced and my Mandlers pick up Backstory ...where XXXX has left off
of the upcoming
scene
(basically to see how the "apps" will work for actors.
as.. the "app-ed".CASHIER has been "placed"
for such Testing --

XXXX hands me some post it notes...not in my handwriting..
and several pieces of string...
and a plastic Monarch butterfly

I hear Eva Rainy
via my Auditory Cortex
and See and old fashioned movie clap board
floating mid air .

and hear the first notes of the Song "Starry Eyed Surprise"

 I place the wads of papaers and string and plastic toy in my pocket along with a 5 dollar bill XXXX gives me

and Glean a think from Evan
hard to recount here dear reader
as the
Think I Glean is non verbalized

but rather instantaneous..

CASHIER-finds a tiny little micro -filmish equation of some method of sequencing  synaptic signatures in such a way that ...the mind transcription via the biosensors in DUMBO's head can be done literally second to second.
on a tiny piece of post it...Our Hero DUMBO's( who we make/made incrementally SMARTER  with A.I. rendition) crazy jottings
are found by CASHIER
as DuMBO is to leave behind ...a few post it and some string (optional) and the Monarch Butterfly  plastic toy.
which


..the CASHIER /SCIENTIST brings the little equation to his professor ....and in no time the Feds and whatnot come down on both CASHIER and DUMBO....leading them on several high speed chases....between these "run for lives" scenes .

.I see the pictogram of
Clapboard
via my Merge speckled Visual Corex
 a MONTAGE of the two Protagonists driving west ..I see MIND's EYE style-me and CASHIER

EXT- HIGHWAY - DAY
 plains turning into desert...I see cacti..

I am imbued rather hastily with an IMAGE of a  story board at Proxycy Headquarter in Riverside County..
INT-PROXYCYBER BOARDROOM-DAY

I see a MANDLER/MURALIST ,in a shirt and tie
at a blackboard
saying
VOICE OVER style
.I see some gun play   ..maybe a bar fight or two as the  two fall more and more cinematically in love....driving off to meet some senator's son somewhere who has been taken hostage by criminals with access to neural prosthetics...I see the criminals asking the senator ,who knows about  Merge Tech ...being blackmailed into doing horrific things by these bandits to free his son fromsatellite based subservience..
Only Merge has the anecdote to stop the Merge brand of bio nano tubes*...from
sensing and interfacing
by now the "bio"chips" *" have bonded to the senator's son's dendrite etc...but this seriousness of this situation is always abated by the hi jinx the two misfits on the lamb...from amusing Feds who only want the equation ."

I look down and see my shirt is different...
a green shirt ..
a clubbing shirt.XXXX bought for me years ago
XXXX sees I am confused

"Soda","He says,"Soda Pop quirky NOT jerky...."
 and I feel my mood becoming more Sitcom-esque...in spite of myself...
 

"Roll with it kid...it's all we ask...'



Shape-changing magnetic assemblies as high-sensitivity NMR-readable nanoprobes

  • G. Zabow,1, 2,
                       Fluorescent and plasmonic labels and sensors have revolutionized molecular biology, helping visualize cellular and biomolecular processes1, 2, 3. Increasingly, such probes are now being designed to respond to wavelengths in the near-infrared region, where reduced tissue autofluorescence and photon attenuation enable subsurface in vivo sensing4. But even in the near-infrared region, optical resolution and sensitivity decrease rapidly with increasing depth. Here we present a sensor design that obviates the need for optical addressability by operating in the nuclear magnetic resonance (NMR) radio-frequency spectrum, where signal attenuation and distortion by tissue and biological media are negligible, where background interferences vanish, and where sensors can be spatially located using standard magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) equipment. The radio-frequency-addressable sensor assemblies presented here comprise pairs of magnetic disks spaced by swellable hydrogel material; they reversibly reconfigure in rapid response to chosen stimuli, to give geometry-dependent, dynamic NMR spectral signatures. The sensors can be made from biocompatible materials, are themselves detectable down to low concentrations, and offer potential responsive NMR spectral shifts that are close to a million times greater than those of traditional magnetic resonance spectroscopies. Inherent adaptability should allow such shape-changing systems to measure numerous different environmental and physiological indicators, thus providing broadly generalizable, MRI-compatible, radio-frequency analogues to optically based probes for use in basic chemical, biological, medical and engineering research. 

No comments:

Post a Comment