I am no longer as afraid as I once was
writing ...this....I had previously stayed clear of my "Candy Jones"like upbring.in many ways this aspect of my "story' is more far out than the technology I was in fact only born to "grow up " withI don't know if "this was my job'... Writing an account of 'How far USA!USA!USA! goes and went...to out Russian the Russians ,the Chinese...and whomever else don't speak no americano
in fact...
I don't know if it was my job
to produce hundreds of pieces of art over the years ...simply to be
of use
as ..
outsider Artist...to "lure" the odd fellows...to my twisted webbing of thought...
so each who purchased my deranged and un Americano works of art
could be inventoried...
catalogued..
after all it was "my team" who told me to draw many many paintings about 9/11...at the time ,although I felt the tragedy,,,,and felt for the innocent people inside the towers...I must say I had a Vicodin and coke problem
(also in retrospect 'a gift ' from "My team"
to contend with...
I was encouraged to "do my thang'
-ART- after
my "team' has used me up
being a male prostitute...A "SAFE FUCK' for the men in Black Slacks
who these men were was never discussed openly
but I knew.
and moreso knew I dare not say a word.
something is going on.
that I no longer care much what I say
I suppose I am against white slavery...against human trafficking and testing on children for the red white and blue beam
.and they had to 'find some use for me"
as they had "found use ' for my father and my mother...
(my mother who the Black Slacks drugged and raped ....) so
I would exist...
not as citizen
but something "unique" -a Human Organism
a thing ...that the country "owned"
as 'husk"
supposedly discontinued in 1973
much has been written about MK -ULTRA but not too much about babies being born specifically to be
canaries in a coal mine
human testsinvolving holography and response to silent sound neuro linguistics in the late 60's early 70's
the point than
to drive a child to disassociatethrough terror
both Hi tech and fist to face
so in their adult hood one raised in this unique manner would 'built in " provoked compartments of persona
of self.many aspects of selves as one abuse after another trauma would force "the kid' to die a little
and splinter off
to survive
oh,it was all for the greater good
so information could be retained in the same person
schism-ed...into pieces
that only could be called upon by CUES introduced during and or after the instigated trauma
most of this segmenting of mind HAD to be done before a child learned to speak and therefore think in words
but only picturesand phonic sound...that could latter be used
as many "takes" on the same word /sound
I assume little has been written about Monarch programming because even for the USA! USA! USA!
some dabblings are still considered "bad PR" for this nation of Freedom and Liberty
but because all manner of Freedom and Liberty were thrown out the window sometime in 2001
I don't believe the nation
cares much anymore that "our cover" that we are better than any other country
has been blown
-Frank Mills
(2)
"My Team" my "handlers" which I once called "mandlers"
how afraid I was than
and how little I care anymore about "going along with this now"
now that .I know.
now that .I get it....
that I was 'supposed to be some symbol of 'the bad guy'
some beacon of dissidents...."oh Come Here me rave on about this evil empire that is America"
oooh.it is evil alright...
but it always was....
cover it up ...America ..with "The View " .."the Chew" and Kim Kardashian breaking the heel of her shoe
IN PUBLIC!
and it seems wrapped up in layers of so much nonsense that this nonsense seems like
Free Speech...Free Thought..
free expression....
no...not really just so much noise ..so many hot bodies ...WOOF using a new bodywash
32 seconds after a beheading
...the American Broadcast system
................and it's all one channel...really
knows the sight of abs.
or some tits and ass.
all but Body wash...
our mind away from anything that might have meant something
news-wise...37 seconds before.
it was set up that way
Tv like radio
like computers
were all created FIRST AND FORMOST
as weapons...and next once that conflict was Over ...Over there .over there...
a variation of the Advanced technologies that WAS Tv and radio
was modified for Crowd Control
to modulate the more frightening enemy
that is and was always OVER HERE....
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