you've seen the cartoons....
once one holds onto this wire ,a cut wire...a wire souped- up with electric...with current
one can't let go
of it
although obviously they know they must they must
the body caught up in the current is over ridden by the energy coming from the electrical source
I went to neurologist after neurologist.
to see why my muscles tighten up so and why I felt
as if some "wave,some current"some endless buzz was going through my body head to toe 24 hours a day
I was diagnosed at the time with having generalized dystonia
I wake up and wonder.
how did I get to this point
of not wanting to wake anymore.
there is no body to speak to about any of this to...
one goes to a shrink one is given some pill than another ...
and one feels invariably worse..
this.you see.
is/was-- all in my head.
the problems began physically. when I asked my husband for a divorce
My husband worked at a lab outside the city that specialized in making
devices both terrestrial (meaning land based) and non terrestrial (satellite based)
whose sole purpose was to aim beams of energy
at Targets...like one might mace,or tear gas..
he could say very little else about his work
I remember one day thinking that I had married a man who went to work every day to create new ways ,more efficient ways of hurting people..
and thinking
there must be a reason the people targeted with direct energy...deserved what they got
as callous as this sounds I thought about it and soon forgot about it ,feeling somehow I was betraying my husband with thoughts such as this
but several weeks ,maybe it was months later I came upon some documents my husband had left in his den and asked me to bring to his office ASAP
I dropped everything I was doing and because my husband sounded so anxious I became anxious
and while bundling the papers together and placing them into a folder my husbands anxiety
now mine that these papers be at the lab NOW
made me move fast and move clumsy and the ream of blue print like drawing and configurations
of
spotlight (satellite) coordinates
(which I did not understand, nor read into ) had been modified -(according to the 52 pick up
of picking up papers I knew and my husband knew I was not supposed to .,nor was allowed to see...)
to be "tag along" transponders.
that could be placed on cellphone towers...and given a trial run in 3 small towns in west ****
Do not think I dropped the papers back onto the floor ...and made any calls or wrote any letter to the Eu Council
I simply placed the papers into the binder and drove them to the front gate of my husband's lab
that night I lied to my husband that I had received a phone call from my sister who needed help with our mother who she was taking care of..
Once out of the house for a week I called my husband and told him I would not be coming back to him
2 days later
I felt the sensations. The needles and pins...
I asked my sister if new electrical lines were being installed. Or if she felt anything peculiar
Alecia Veches-
suicide 2008- Targeted Individuals Europe.org
once one holds onto this wire ,a cut wire...a wire souped- up with electric...with current
one can't let go
of it
although obviously they know they must they must
the body caught up in the current is over ridden by the energy coming from the electrical source
I went to neurologist after neurologist.
to see why my muscles tighten up so and why I felt
as if some "wave,some current"some endless buzz was going through my body head to toe 24 hours a day
I was diagnosed at the time with having generalized dystonia
I wake up and wonder.
how did I get to this point
of not wanting to wake anymore.
there is no body to speak to about any of this to...
one goes to a shrink one is given some pill than another ...
and one feels invariably worse..
this.you see.
is/was-- all in my head.
the problems began physically. when I asked my husband for a divorce
My husband worked at a lab outside the city that specialized in making
devices both terrestrial (meaning land based) and non terrestrial (satellite based)
whose sole purpose was to aim beams of energy
at Targets...like one might mace,or tear gas..
he could say very little else about his work
I remember one day thinking that I had married a man who went to work every day to create new ways ,more efficient ways of hurting people..
and thinking
there must be a reason the people targeted with direct energy...deserved what they got
as callous as this sounds I thought about it and soon forgot about it ,feeling somehow I was betraying my husband with thoughts such as this
but several weeks ,maybe it was months later I came upon some documents my husband had left in his den and asked me to bring to his office ASAP
I dropped everything I was doing and because my husband sounded so anxious I became anxious
and while bundling the papers together and placing them into a folder my husbands anxiety
now mine that these papers be at the lab NOW
made me move fast and move clumsy and the ream of blue print like drawing and configurations
of
spotlight (satellite) coordinates
(which I did not understand, nor read into ) had been modified -(according to the 52 pick up
of picking up papers I knew and my husband knew I was not supposed to .,nor was allowed to see...)
to be "tag along" transponders.
that could be placed on cellphone towers...and given a trial run in 3 small towns in west ****
Do not think I dropped the papers back onto the floor ...and made any calls or wrote any letter to the Eu Council
I simply placed the papers into the binder and drove them to the front gate of my husband's lab
that night I lied to my husband that I had received a phone call from my sister who needed help with our mother who she was taking care of..
Once out of the house for a week I called my husband and told him I would not be coming back to him
2 days later
I felt the sensations. The needles and pins...
I asked my sister if new electrical lines were being installed. Or if she felt anything peculiar
Alecia Veches-
suicide 2008- Targeted Individuals Europe.org
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