a mean pinball

 

XXXX comes into my room.what used to be our room.and apologizes for calling me "our little Luddite Kike"in the story.He wants me to "play Dumbo" and ask "what story...what story..."but he knows ..I know "what story" and ...unfortunately. I know how much of the "cogs" work- that supposedly I was never supposed to...the cogs that dealt with me being raised "Stylized"...that goes far beyond my just being initially caustic about being raised ONLY to respond to CUES and ASSOCIATIONS  impressed upon me along with Ritualized Abuse...(not to hurt me) but to -Make the CUES stick..
he was raised the same way...as was Charles.
but nobody decades ago --quite knew how "it" would work...
when the CUES became the keystone of the Brainlink Tech
"my team' shot me up with in 2011..

it's one thing to respond intuitively....and cybernetically with INPUT from "Truman Show" street theater ...
being performed by REAL PEOPLE to "take one back to the correspondent "persona the cue provoked
and really
quite another to
respond to CUEING from disembodied Voices or Visions "blue beamed" straight to cortex
....
the entire system in fact falls to pieces

....as the CUE-ING done by Psychotronics..
(created ,quite illogically to BE and SEEM so much like a Thought Disorder...
that ONE begins 'treating it" as such themselves)
and THIS is really the last thing one "app-ed" for Brain Computer Interface is supposed to do
(nor think of "it" as)
Madness however is what OTHERS not involved "in the program" of being a Human Guinea Pig
are supposed to
think of "it" as...

it is one think to be CUED by associations one has been imprinted with to schism like Tommy Walker pre Pin Ball acquaintance
AND QUITE ANOTHER TO "bOW DOWN MISTER" TO
artificial intelligence based interfaces
by "some force" that demands it be held
in greater esteem than one self...
one begins popping pills one was told not too...and seeking all means of antipsychotics
that drs. give out like Smarties at Halloween
and than one is in BIG BIG TROUBLE
for one is fully aware (as great lengths were taken) THAT ONE IS NOT SCHIZOPHRENIC
BUT
Augmented ----to interact with
Mentors ...signal to brain signal...
it is not something one grows accustomed to...
nor something one respects
for some reason THIS was never quite "in the equation"
people raised "Monarch" ---
children "raised" on Ritualized Abuse and the Associations this abuse fosters
is MEANT to disassociate
and be fractured...
but as one becomes aware of the "work" that went into making one this easily Stupefied and Sub inordinate
to outside triggers
one's GOAL next becomes -about-integrated self
and non reactive response

and this
can get a guy raised only for such response killed..