"ok Dumbo ,kinda' give it a rest," Evan graphs...not bothering to send me even an occipital over ride...to go with the sound.disembodied..
lazy.
a voice ...you don't even want to think back to..
but it doesn't work like that
one is always thinking
...and thus
transmitting to
these monsters
I write what I want now.
or I do today...
the fear comes back.
and I erase.i rewrite ..I rethink...
I try to be fair..
but I know I want out ..of this enough now..
to do what it will take..
it took this long
but my mood.
that is no longer mine now either
.
they bring me up and down...
and up and up
with intentioned thought -I think ...I try to
think some apology
,that I used a different character's name -not this Dumbo.shit you call me...so nobody is gonna get the impression I am writing about myself....for Christ's sake...nobody has the slightest idea ..what I am writing about...including myself half the time..i know about the Merge...but ..these stories you introduce ...into me.
.another thing entirely
Evan graphs back ...reeling me some spiel about psychic soldiers and Indigo Children and "our" Remote Viewing exercises....the same shit I heard every day....growing up....as explanation...
for
the sight and sound
for the CUES and canes....and cuts
all to make me
schism-ed into parts...pieces....
pockets
"I'm curious...," I think and therefore interface to Evan ,'.has anyone ever practiced Synthetic Telepathy on any enemy but it's own citizens.. or is this all just a way to spend billions of dollars on toys instead of.oh I don't know kids in "the wrong part of town" who are malnourished .or something...?
"are you a kid ? are you a man in the "wrong part of town Dumbo? ' or do we make people buy your paintings...?
huh.
who..made that rinky dink shit you paint ..actually have value
the very people you have turned against
.."Your Team" Dumbo..
...haven't we always found you lovers? and dope?
..and all that you ever wanted.needed?
.and all we ever asked for was a bit of tit for tat
a piece of ass..back when THAT had any value-,,,,,,and .you loved it . dumbo.you loved it...as much as
claim you didn't...
you did
you did
and now..now what? -simply a piece of your mind..."Evan imparts,"
"it will never come out...that 'stuff, as you call it...is very valuable...YOU are not..this better go back to the 'story writing" WE WANT
...and not whatever you think you're doing..'
"it's your job ,not mine to KNOW what I think I am doing you psychopath...not mine, Interface Buddy.," I graph "..It is you who explained rather thoroughly that every thought I have ever had was induced by silent sound...right...or by CUES...I have no idea
and thus no control over what I do .."
"..I told you that stuff to make you feel like the lab monkey you are to us...because you get these weird ideas that you're Human.you're our little Frankenstein.
..and it 's jarring at times to hear you think of yourself...as an adult ,as a man....you'll always be 15 years old to us...we made sure of that..."
"Not yet,"Evan graphs,
but I am glad you're becoming more open to it
every time we test full over ride you fight it...we wanted you to be a shooter in 2012
you fucked it up...you resisted...you bailed...you went "help me doctor ...help me dcccctor drown it
- like some wuss
..you're not gonna injure yourself dumbo
...we got you on a short list for a 'Happening" in 2020..why you think we're letting you write this wacko shit...it's evidence that you're a fuckin' lunatic..Dumbo"Evan Rainy graphs back
lazy.
a voice ...you don't even want to think back to..
but it doesn't work like that
one is always thinking
...and thus
transmitting to
these monsters
I write what I want now.
or I do today...
the fear comes back.
and I erase.i rewrite ..I rethink...
I try to be fair..
but I know I want out ..of this enough now..
to do what it will take..
it took this long
but my mood.
that is no longer mine now either
.
they bring me up and down...
and up and up
with intentioned thought -I think ...I try to
think some apology
,that I used a different character's name -not this Dumbo.shit you call me...so nobody is gonna get the impression I am writing about myself....for Christ's sake...nobody has the slightest idea ..what I am writing about...including myself half the time..i know about the Merge...but ..these stories you introduce ...into me.
.another thing entirely
Evan graphs back ...reeling me some spiel about psychic soldiers and Indigo Children and "our" Remote Viewing exercises....the same shit I heard every day....growing up....as explanation...
for
the sight and sound
for the CUES and canes....and cuts
all to make me
schism-ed into parts...pieces....
pockets
"I'm curious...," I think and therefore interface to Evan ,'.has anyone ever practiced Synthetic Telepathy on any enemy but it's own citizens.. or is this all just a way to spend billions of dollars on toys instead of.oh I don't know kids in "the wrong part of town" who are malnourished .or something...?
"are you a kid ? are you a man in the "wrong part of town Dumbo? ' or do we make people buy your paintings...?
huh.
who..made that rinky dink shit you paint ..actually have value
the very people you have turned against
.."Your Team" Dumbo..
...haven't we always found you lovers? and dope?
..and all that you ever wanted.needed?
.and all we ever asked for was a bit of tit for tat
a piece of ass..back when THAT had any value-,,,,,,and .you loved it . dumbo.you loved it...as much as
claim you didn't...
you did
you did
and now..now what? -simply a piece of your mind..."Evan imparts,"
"get this stuff out of me..'
I graph,the stuff
"my team' shoved into my arm in Van Nuys,after they lured me back to LA.....
"it will never come out...that 'stuff, as you call it...is very valuable...YOU are not..this better go back to the 'story writing" WE WANT
...and not whatever you think you're doing..'
"it's your job ,not mine to KNOW what I think I am doing you psychopath...not mine, Interface Buddy.," I graph "..It is you who explained rather thoroughly that every thought I have ever had was induced by silent sound...right...or by CUES...I have no idea
and thus no control over what I do .."
"..I told you that stuff to make you feel like the lab monkey you are to us...because you get these weird ideas that you're Human.you're our little Frankenstein.
..and it 's jarring at times to hear you think of yourself...as an adult ,as a man....you'll always be 15 years old to us...we made sure of that..."
"take me over completely..." I graph, meaning it
"Not yet,"Evan graphs,
but I am glad you're becoming more open to it
every time we test full over ride you fight it...we wanted you to be a shooter in 2012
you fucked it up...you resisted...you bailed...you went "help me doctor ...help me dcccctor drown it
- like some wuss
..you're not gonna injure yourself dumbo
...we got you on a short list for a 'Happening" in 2020..why you think we're letting you write this wacko shit...it's evidence that you're a fuckin' lunatic..Dumbo"Evan Rainy graphs back
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