The Mill(march 9th)

 

now they invested a lot of time .money ...and so called Intelligence

in making you

Tommy Walker...a nutcase...

and they don't just say...OK...we're done here..

your theirs..

your this "thing to them' ..you're a Human organism

not a kid..

not a person..

now I can see how they threatened my dad.."do this..or we'll destroy you..your life..your reputation...your career ..whatever..

I say to myself I woulda' just killed myself...or said.."just do it.." expose me..

expose the fact I like sucking a bit of cock..

who cares..

who doesn't ?

but -it was different than..

but you don't "use kids" ...you don't literally "make kids" to test electronic persuasion..

you use monkeys..

who gives a damn if they were doing it in Russia...or China ...or on Mars...ya know?

you start trying to out Russian the Russians or China ...well you become Russia and China..

right?

well...since you were literally born to be brought up on Technology.

you get "upgraded as you go along"

YOU of course don't know this..

not than..

you know what you read in the pages of the documents..

on Child Crafting and what they called Silent Sound

and you just "get on with it"

you go to school...and care what brand of sneakers you wear...that's the way it is..

timeline wise..

ya' know..

like I said...everything is sorta' set up for you -in advance...like a maze

...stuff happens

in retrospect. Just to see "what you'll do...x equals x wise..

so of course.

it's no holds barred..

You get raped..your 15.

you tell no body...

talk about an evoked potential

you start carrying a knife..

your defenses go up

and you start drinking..

and wait for high school to end..

thinking...somehow...you'll be "able to rape the world" ...meaning start over..

have power...

move on..

but nooo

they don't wan tyou to have power...

your Team.

they're also waiting for you to finish High school...

and "run off to LA"

 

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